Silent Rain

arghh...!!!

2010-12-06T23:53:00.001+08:00

Emo and no where to vent...Suddenly feel so alone..Post sth on fb also can result to this.. Wtf?!!Life sucks at timea...

Pissed

2010-11-19T11:12:00.001+08:00

I got this new colleague recently and she constantly pisses me off.. Like seriously..She's always disturbing me when I'm workin and just keep disrupting my work! What is wrong with her??? I guess she dunno how and when to play and when to be serious lo... I oso dunno wad to say le... Wantto tell her to fuck off but it'll probably not work on her... Like yesterday, i shouted at her then she still can say sorry and act like nothin happened... Damn sai la!Then nvm, point aside, there's this other admin temp staff that I really cannot stand. She's to cover for another admin staff who went to do operation.. So she's here for a month plus...Y is he annoying? Becaise her job scope includes this thing called doin the playlist for the broadcasters to broadcast wad programme at was time... N she have to wait for the duration from me... But sometimes due to certain reasons, I can't give them to her early then she'll call me and make noise... Like come on la!! If I can give u early I dun wan meh? I also want to go home wad.. Tsk!!!Seriously, what's with ppl nowadays? Dunno muz work with a good attitude ar?Damn!

It's been some time...

2010-09-27T10:58:00.001+08:00

Hello all, been some time since I uploaded the last post...So far not good...Work has been a pain in the ass with all the politics and what not comin out... This person dun like that person, tt person backstab another person... Blah blah blah... All the trash office stuff... WHICH IS Y I DUN LIKE TO WORK IN AN OFFICE ENVIRONMENT!!!Ok, i've recently come to the conclusion that I cannot trust anyone in the management level or higher de... Coz they are all very fake... When they treat u nice, it's because they want u to do things properly for them... Which includes wiping their asses and all the things they dun want to do... So, which is y, if they are not nice to you and you feel unhappy then you will quit and they will suffer... And they DO NOT WANT THAT...Haix... Singapore's workin environment is miserable... Not busy also have to act busy... Tok during work also will kena scolding... Wtf...Did I mention how much I dislike my HOD? He's like the worst guy ever! He doesn't tok.. He shouts... He dunno how to relax and always jump to conclusions... He is a spyder... KAN CHEONG spyder... Arghh...!!! Juz annoying la!!!Enough abt work la! ShallNot continue tainting this wall with those ppl I call trash...!Lastly, my second practical test is comin up... Workin hard now... Hope to pass! Wish me luck!!!! :D

Sleepy~~ Not enough time for me to use!!!

2010-07-16T10:03:00.001+08:00

The past few days has been a crazy period of my life... As usual, work is already tiring enough... Then realized that my driving prac test is just around the corner! Haix... So end up trying very hard to go for lessons everyday... Then to add on to all that shit, i've got orientation today and yesterday!So wad happened was, mon i went to work then went for driving lesson, then tue was off day but woke up at 7 plus to go for 8am's driving lesson.. of coz, in the end could not wake up on time... -_-" then best is after that did not go home to sleep but went out with frens for the rest of the day..!After that, wed was another work day then thur was the orientation. Had to reach kranji at 7.15am! Crazy la!!! Was a bit late though i woke up on time...Then comes today. So coincidentally, this other guy is quitting soon and I have to cover his duties so today was supposed to go at 11am but end up gg at 10am... -_-"Very very sleepy... Another long day ahead... After work today (which ends at 11pm) still gg to watch midnight show...!Hope i dun fall asleep in the theatre...! *prays*

Something wrong???

2010-06-28T17:23:00.001+08:00

I seriously think either I too suay today or something us very wrong. First, i fell down and scraped off a chunk of the flesh of my ring and last finger. Then when I was working, my mouse felt as if someone else is controlling it. Could be the com hang or sth ba... Then what's worst happened... When I put on my headphones after work and tried to play some music, the music blasted at the max volume into my ears!!! Then I tried to pause and lower the volume. But when I tried to play again, the volume bar slided back to max!!! The whole parade square can hear lo...!!! So riiculous la!!!What the f*** is happening????!!!!!!!!

Blog revived!!! again....

2010-06-28T01:34:00.001+08:00

Haha... Damn long never blog le... More than a yr le... So much has passed and I feel like I've become 10 yrs older liao...**UPDATES!!**After the departmental store job, I went on to do more crappy editing junk... Then worked under dreamforest as a PA (Production Assistant - for the benefit of those who has no idea), for the drama "Fighting Spiders 2"... A whole period of 5 months! Met some really great frens, had a fun time of my life... It was indeed strenous and mentally plus physically challenging... But I had a lot of fun!!! Esp during our trips to batam and pulau ubin... Those were the days... I'll really treasure them: the frens i've met and those times we spent together... :)After "spiders", I took on another editing job at Yang Films. Again, met new ppl... Some fantastic, some fun, some juz plain eccentric... But all are very nice and friendly ppl. :)After that ended, i took a short trip to Genting. Hmmm... Perhaps I've grown out of it or maybe I'm not there with the usual group of ppl... But this time round, I did not enjoy the rides as much. >_

Working at a Departmental Store..

2009-05-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

Today i started my first day working at a departmental store. Haha.. Isetan is having private and mid-year sales so they hired us to do part-time for a few days. I worked as the person redeeming vouchers for the HSBC and beauty bonus promotion. It is super troublesome to work in a departmental store because you cannot bring a too big bag, cannot walk by entrance, cannot use the escalator, cannot do alot of things la. Very restricted lo.. But it was another experience for me la, nonetheless.

So ya, as usual, when you're in the service sector, u get all sorts of customers. very gei gao kind, very nasty ones, unreasonable ones, and of coz the nice ones. Thanks to those nice ppl, us working in the service sector won't go crazy. LOL. That is the problem with alot of singaporeans. They expect good and cheap stuff but where in the world does that kind of thing exist? Like seriously.. If not is when they are working, they give bad attitude but when they are customers, they expect good attitude. What kind of unreasonable theory is that? Or else there'll be some irritating ppl. thinking that they are educated and maybe well-off then they have their noses up in the air. For wad? Looking to see when a pile of bird shit is gg to fall on them then go buy 4D ar? Aiyo.. Cannot stand these ppl...

For example, there were several times, I realized they are all guys, who will come up to me to redeem a FIVE DOLLAR voucher (Meaning not a very big amount). The promotion requires customers to produce their card, charge slip and receipt before they can redeem. Not because we doubt that they lie to us or wad but because we need to send the records back to the bank and we need to take down their names and card numbers. Then unreasonable ppl will have this kinda conversation with me. (N I repeat, they are all GUYS.)
Me: Sorry Sir, I'll need your credit card pls...
Male customer: What?! Aiyo.. I thought just now see already? What is the problem with you all? See n see... N it's juz only a FIVE DOLLAR voucher! (meanwhile reluctantly fiahing out his card from his wallet)
Me: (Irritated) Sorry sir, but we need to take down ur CARD NUMBER because we need to send this back to the bank
Male customer: (ignoring what I said) This is very ridiculous... Very inefficient. I'm in a rush you know? N it is JUST a five dollar voucher! So troublesome!
Freaking ridiculous.. Deep inside I was thinking, if you think so lowly of a 5 dollar voucher, y do u even bother to redeem? N y is it only 5 dollars? Because u are a stingy man and refuse to spend more. Seriously, if you spend 1K, I would not hesitate to exchange 50 dollars worth of vouchers for u lo. Simply dun make sense. That's y I say, juz because u are educated does not mean others are not. By kicking up such a fuss, u are only embarrassing urself... Again, I want to repeat, this happened a few times. So it means that there are quite a few such customers in Singapore. To think that there was a guy who came up to redeem the full 200 dollars worth of vouchers and was so much more polite than everyone else added together.

Another instance. Because there were 2 promotions ongoing, isetan management decided to have 2 queue-lines to redeem vouchers. However, when it becomes kinda busy, I'll be the only one redeeming vouchers for both sides. So there was this very effeminate guy hu came up to the HSBC queue and stood there for a while (I was sitting at the beauty bonus queue). Then eventually, he asked in a very annoying manner:
Effiminate Guy: Errm.. Excuse me. It says this queue is for HSBC redemption but I dun see anyone sitting here.. So, wad are we suppose to do?
Me: Oh, sorry.. I'm the one redeeming for both HSBC and beauty bonus. If you could wait a while, I'll attend to you shortly...
Effiminate Guy: But this doesn't make sense! Why do you even bother to have a barricade here and separate the 2 queues when ther's juz one person redeeming for both? This is very inefficient!
Me: Sorry, juz give me a moment..
Effiminate Guy: Murmurs to his 'friend'
Haix.. Another one of this kinda rubbish customer. N he is not even the one redeeming the vouchers. It is his 'friend' hu is redeeming lo. Make so much noise.. For what? Dots.. Lucky his fren is more polite or I might juz punch them in the nose...

Digressing a lil, I saw the same thing happened at BBDC the other day. I went there to queue and apply for my PDL, hu noes got alot of ppl so I ended up waiting for close to 2 hrs plus before my turn came. Juz when I was about to be done, a couple came up to the counter next to mine. Then the guy started making alot of noises. N to think that the lady at the counter was so polite to him. She was more polite than the laday attending to me hu juz talked in single syllable lo... So unfair...
Lady at counter: (smiling) Hi, good afternoon! What can I help you with today?
Angry Man: You know u ppl are working very inefficiently? I waited for 2 hours plus! This is a very bad system. How can you let us wait so long? (continues ranting...)
Lady at counter: (still smiling and processing their stuff for them) Haha.. Is it? We are also trying very hard to clear the queue..
Angry Man: (cuts in) This is terrible. I cannot believe how bad this is... You should really do sth to make a change... (continues ranting...)
Lady at counter: (still smiling.. I seriously admire her) We know, we are also trying to clear the queue. All of us haven't had lunch yet. We look at the queue we also din dare to leave the counter. You can feedback to our staff downstairs at the counter regarding this...
Man: (continues blaming the poor lady)
I ended up shaking my head and leaving the counter before he was done venting his anger. Seriously, what gives these ppl the right to vent their anger on the poor lady who cannot do anything much to help the situation? It's juz very unfair. N as usual, I've no idea y, that guy was not the one who needs to get stuffs setttled. It was his gf who needs to get things done. So he could actually leave if he wants to? Wadeva.. I juz dun understand y muz ppl step out and talk for other ppl? To say the truth, IT IS NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS! I will not want anyone to speak up for me. I have the mind and intelligence to speak for myself. Thank you.

In conclusion, I feel that working in a different environment short-term is kinda cool but not long-term for me, I guess. I cannot take the sitting down for long hours. My back and body ached like crazy end of these 2 days. But lucky for us, despite all those annoying customers and boring hours, there was a cute guy there for us to see. Haha! Eye-candy! Lol.. Ok, (trying not to be despo...) Haha... But he looks cute and interesting la. Would be good to have him as a fren and find out more abt him but dun dare to talk to him... *shy* LOL.
Ewww... I'm disgusted with myself. Haha.. But I guess this is what happens when you are wayyyyy too bored. :p
Anyway, haix.. shld have taken the chance to talk to him when we were alone in the lift. Too bad la. Parkway so far.. I guess I won't see him again le ba. Unless I go back there.. Hee... Dunno if he's part-timer or full-timer.. Hmmm... Wadeva la!

Graduation!

2009-05-13T12:39:00.002+08:00

It felt like yesterday when I stepped into Ngee Ann Polytechnic campus for the first time officially as a student, looking for LT24. Haha! What a day it was. That was first year's orientation day. I remembered telling myself to be friendly and talk to more ppl as I walked into the campus. A most memorable incident is when I saw so many ppl stopping in front of the campus map placed near the entrance, searching for their report venue. Haha.. I heard them saying LT24 in their cconversation so I joined them and asked if we could go together. In the end, I was walking with a girl who got into the school of engineering. Both of us were quite shocked y we are gg to the same LT when we are from different schools but we still walked together to find that particular LT. In the end, she was the one who made a mistake and she went to another LT that she was supposed to go to. That was the first fren in NP which, I'm sorry to say, I cannot remember how she look like at all... After that, I approached the queue outside LT24 and started chatting to some of the ppl there. In the end, I found out that they were all mass comm students and I was told to join another queue by the side for FSV-ians. Haha... Those ppl I talked to then also became 'hi-bye' frens eventually. Finally, I entered the LT and met all my very good frens which I'll be with for the next 3 yrs. And maybe foreva... :D
Wondering is it my nerves all juz desperate to talk, I became very persistent to speak to the girls sitting behind me. Probably because I was the only one occupying the seats in the first row then. Haha.. Until now, they can never forget the first day they met me and their first impression of me. LOL. After the briefing, we went to the classrooms for registration class by class and we got to know each other better. I was kinda glad that my first class (T1B3) has the most number of girls. Being imprinted the fact that FSV has more guys than girls, I was a lil afraid since I've been in a all-girls sch for the past 10 yrs. It just needs some getting used to. Amazingly, I did not have such problems. Haha.. In fact, no one knew i was from an all-girls sch until I told them. Haha...
So after the registration, one of the lecturers, Heng Han, came in to talk to us. In fact, he more like scaring us than toking to us. Ended up our Advisor then, Douglas, had to stop him from continuing further. Haha... But we had a great chat with them. So nice that we chatted for very long, so long that we all decided not to go for the cca showcase. Haha... I think T1B3 has the most number of ppl without cca for the next 3 yrs. LOL.
After everything, the girls exchanged phone numbers and agreed to meet up on the first day of sch at the bus-stop. Then we all split up and that is how I started my poly education in NP.

Haha.. Indeed it really feels like just not too long ago. I could still visualize the exact happenings on that day. But how time flies, 3 yrs had juz gone by and all is left are the memories lodged deep in our hearts and minds. Some happier ones are definitely there very obviously but I'm sure the less happier ones are also there but somewhere deeper inside. Nevertheless, they are still part of my experience in the past 3 yrs and I'm very happy I got them. Be it a happy or a sad one. I will miss everyone! When and how many more times in the future can we still meet up with everyone and have fun juz like what we had?

So today was the graduation (like finally). Haha..
The day started with me waking up to prepare and all. then finally Dad and Mum with me drove down to NP bringing my gown and myself wearing a pair of nice-looking but uncomfortable heels. On the car, ppl were like calling and sms-ing to see where I am. Apparently, I was kinda late la. Haha.. But luckily, after leaving mum n dad on their own and walking at the fastest speed I can with my gown and all, I made it juz on time to catch my breath and chatted a lil with the ppl there. Not bothering abt the briefing, we were suddenly told to put on our gowns and queue up to get ready to enter the convention centre.
As I was entering the convention centre, my phone rang so I was talking on the phone as I entered. Haha.. After a while, I put down the phone and realized that the camera was on us when we entered. Which means me talking on the phone was captured on tape. LOL. N everyone saw it. Haha! So embarrassing. A bit like disrespect for the ceremony la. But I had no choice la. I tried to put down the phone but the other party continued talking. Haha... Not my fault la. :P
So we all settled down, after gg to toilet and all. Then we were told to rise for the congregation, then have to sing national anthem (like -_-'''). Very long never sing liao a bit cannot remember. Haha. I think they know or it's juz by default but they played the typical National song video then got the lyrics there. Haha.. Thanks alot ar.. Really forgot how to sing liao. So following that is the speech and all then finally started the presentation. First it's FSV then followed by Mass Comm then the award winners. I was one of the award winners so waited till the last. After a very very long time, it was our turn. I went up stage to collect the award, walking very wobbly the whole while. Then went to collect the cert and other stuffs before returning to my seat. I was always very afraid when I come down from the steps because it is very unstable. The chairs are the foldable ones so very not steady that kind lo. Scary~~
After the whole ceremony ended, with the valedictorian speech and all, I made a run for the toilet. Because so heng, it was the time of the month for me so I was feeling really uncomfortable since halfway through the ceremony. Finally, cannot tahan anymore so have to rush to the toilet. After that, I went to find mum and dad and got the camera then began all the photo-taking n stuffs... Saw Ryan! Haha.. So happy, coz very long din see him le then miss him alot. So good he come back for the ceremony. Took pics with him, mum n dad, other ppl.. Then mum n dad left to walk walk and I continued taking pics and stuffs. Finally, after my feet started to hurt like crazy and I felt that mum n dad were waiting for way too long, I took my leave. First dragging my feet to return the gown then drag somemore to go meet mum n dad. When finally on the car, I immediately changed to slippers. Haha.. Felt like heaven for my feet. Was talking happily to mum n dad as we drove home. :D

Finally got home, had a bath, used computer to upload photos and do random stuffs then finally left home again to meet the rest for sushi buffet dinner. Haha... It was a bad idea.

We had the sushi dinner at raffles place's uob centre. It was sakae again. Despite myself being so disappointed in sakae, amazingly still got alot of ppl like to go there. But then again, I was disappointed as usual. The sushi was not fresh. The sashimi was even worst, me and calvin had to puke it out. All-in-all, not nice and expensive. Haix..

After dinner, we decided to go to Timbre. So it's me, xq, dx and z hu went in the end. One piece of advice: DO NOT drink beer after having a sushi buffet. It is not a very good idea. Well, I tried it and I felt very uncomfortable after. But we had fun chilling there and juz relaxing for a while. :D
A drink and a few sips of beer later, we decided to make a move so we can still catch the last train. While walking to city hall mrt, xq and z were walking very slowly because of their shoes and hurting feet. Thank god I went home first to change. Haha!
Ended up calvin took out his tripod and camera while waiting, wanting to shoot the night scene from the middle of padang. Haha... So the rest left and I stayed behind until my brother told me he's reaching then I left calvin there alone. Sorry abt that.. Later on he said he finished shooting n was on his way home le.

In conclusion, it was a very fun, happy and eventful day. This is indeed a day to be marked in my life calender. :D

First REAL Driving Experience...

2009-05-12T19:33:00.002+08:00

After going through 1 basic theory test and 2 final theory tests, I decided to start my practical driving lessons. Actually one could start the lessons after they passed their basic theory and gotten the PDL (provisional driving licence). But I wanted to finish my final theory before starting the practical lessons.
Therefore, upon passing the final theory, I registered with a private instructor and went for my first lesson today. :D

It was a scary moment for me when I was at the carpark, looking out for a car that I had never seen before. Initially, I panicked and wondered if I was at the correct place. Partly blaming myself for not reaching earlier. I messaged the instructor but did not get any reply. Abt 5 minutes later, I spotted the car driving up and making a turn before stopping in front of me across the road. I waited a while for the student to get off the car then I approached the car warily, still not very sure if it is the right one. Lol.
Amazingly, he knew it was me before I even said "hi". He signaled me to get into the car before driving off. We had some light conversations, like wad I'm doing now and stuffs.. Then he said he's bringing me to a place that is easier to learn, a place with lesser cars, etc.

Maybe it was due to the fact that we had nothing much to tok abt but the ride to the bukit batok carpark seemed really long. Upon reaching the carpark, he signalled for me to switch places. After that, we talked for a very long while, around 45 minutes. He was explaining logistics stuff for me. Which I juz listened la. Thinking that there won't be much time left to learn anything le...
Who knows he suddenly told me to adjust my seat, adjust the mirrors, fasten my seatbelt, etc. Then he taught me the basics like controlling the gearshift, the pedals, the handbrake. Then the next moment, I'm learning how to move off le. We were like driving around the carpark then as I was driving, he taught me how to change gear. Then I learnt how to stop the car. Eventually, I was moving off, changing gears, and stopping for several times. Until he left me alone to practice on my own. Then when time was up, he told me to drive down the carpark. I tot he will like ask me to stop below to change places but to my surprise, he told me to drive back to the gombak caarpark. I was like shocked. Initially, it was still ok. Until the car stalled then I began to panic and very nearly rammed into the side of the road had he not controlled the steering for me. Damn scary. In the end, I realized that it is really not easy to learn driving. Because while driving, u need to look everywhere, be alert, and control the vehicle at the same time. Definitely not an easy task...

Yup, so all in all, it was a fun but really scary experience. Let's hope next time will be better.

Novels VS Manga/Anime

2009-04-28T03:17:00.002+08:00

For the past month, I've been reading mangas and watching animes... until recently I went back to the novels routine.

Well, each is fun in their own way. Mangas give you visuals, animes give you action whereas novels give you the story and the intelligence of the author. Of coz, we see that in mangas and animes as well. Sometimes even better but I feel that novels are more detailed and it makes the reader feel better to visualize the descriptions rather than have it 'fed' to them. :D

I juz finished this novel and a thought came into my mind. I think that it is really cute when a guy proposes or anything close then he feels nervous. Haha... On the other hand, I dislike those guys who has an ego as big as the universe and knows they are goin to get what they want without even thinkin. Seriously, no one can KNOW what another person wants truly. Ok, maybe there's things like telepathy or wad but I still think not to assume.

Which leads me to another topic. Why are guys so afraid to fail? Why only the minority of guys have the courage to ask a girl out and the courage to wait for the answer? What is so frightening about it? Ok, maybe I know the reason behind that fear... But I still insist to believe that - if you tried, you'll know. Vice versa, if you never tried, you'll never know. Then what is the point? I mean, how can you know for sure about anything? It always juz win or lose and no in-between. Right? Y not juz make that bet and see what turns out? You might win a tiny fortune for all you know!

Haix.. In conclusion, I can only say... I will never and cannot understand guys. Not at all...

Waiting for time to pass...

2009-04-21T02:48:00.002+08:00

I'm trying very hard not to fall asleep now because I have to wake up at 4am later. So, might as well dun sleep so I won't oversleep. Haix...

Later at 4am, I have to go to the airport to pick a guest up and send him to Amara hotel @ Sentosa.
Sian.. So early, nothin to do also. Then still need to waste time before gg to pick up another round of guests...
Actually, I volunteered for this year's SIFF (aka Singapore International Film Festival). Somehow, I got myself into the hospitality team, which is to pick guests up from the airport and send them in the hotel, settle them down in Singapore. My job scope also includes picking guests up from certain places then sending them to the places they are required to go to.

Last Saturday, I picked up 2 guests and sent them to the hotel. Both are jury for this yr's SIFF and they are very friendly people. QUite different from what I thought. So I felt better after the day, Initially, I thought I was going to die from nervousness but they turn out to be really friendly and we were chatting quite comfortably. :D

Thanks to them, I did not feel as afraid as I did initially. Haha...

It was a good experience, but I think I'm really not cut out for this kinda job ba.
First of all, I'm not terrific at interacting with people. There were alot of awkward silences that ensued.
Secondly, I do not know my country well. When asked questions about Singapore, I will be speechless and gives question mark face. (Sry abt that, but I'm never interested in these kinda things.) However, I'm always interested about cultures and religions stuff. Just that that interested in history and geography la. Haha...

Yup, so hospility is actually my weak spot. So is interacting with people. So I tend to avoid these when I can. :P
Nevertheless, I hope these 2 weeks will be a fun and enriching experience for me. :D

Attending a University Graduation

2009-04-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

Today, my whole family went to attend my sis's graduation.

This is my first time at a university graduation. So it was something like an eye-opener for me. Well, I guess it really did OPEN my eyes for one thing. Haha.. In a sad kinda way though.

Usually, when it comes to these sort of events, you would expect civilized people, educated people participating. But it was otherwise. I mean, it is a formal event indeed. Everyone made an effort to dress up and all. Come on, even the never-wear-skirt-unless-no-choice-female wore a SKIRT! What do you expect?

The day started off with the 4 of us, dad and mom and bro and me, entering the campus and then the hall for the event. After what seemed like very long waiting, the boring-but-supposedly-useful speeches started and most people fell asleep. I dun understand why can't they juz keep awake for that half an hour. Even if you don't understand what they are saying, at least give them the credit for coming up with the speech and standing up there to talk la. You are the one sitting down and you are complaining? Ridiculous.

So after that is the presentation of the degrees and all. This is the first sign of ugliness in humans. It is so obvious in the audiences' attitude that you can juz easily point out who are the parents of who. Because they only clap for their own children! Then the rest of the people are like what? Grew up eating glass? Invisible? Seriously!

After the very long presentation process, the graduates and the audience are invited to the buffet served downstairs. So we slowly made our way down and met up with sis then we started to get food. The food served was considered of quite good quality but I can never understand how come people are able to pile up their food so high up on their plates. I actually consider that as a skill. Especially considering the plates we were given to use. The plates were very convenient, the kind that gives you a slot for the cups and fork. But it is left with very little space for food. There was even once when dad tried to help me get the salmon nugget and it fell off the plate through the slot for the cup. LOL. N my plate was not even full! Lol. Wonder how they can pile up so high and make it through the crowd. Haha...
Then comes the joke of the day. Because at the side counter, they were serving peking duck wrapped in some kinda skin with spring onions and sauce. It is so super obvious that they are serving duck. Then as my bro and I were queuing, we heard a university grad in front of us asking "Is this beef?"... LOL. Really dunno what to say. She asked the question to the chef and at first he gave a blur look then after she asked the second time, he was like.. "duck, duck" in an impatient tone. Haha... Coz the queue was pretty long and they are very busy. But it was funny. No offense to that poor girl. Yet, after seeing that situation, we start to question... That was a university graduate asking that question? Hmmm...

Then after eating, sis went to take pictures with her frens and the rest of us were waiting around. Until they met up with us then we took group photos.
Near to the entrance, there was this board that allows you to take picture with. It is this board that has the school's sign and the word "GRADUATION" with some graduating picture behind la. I did not think that it was any special but apparently there were many people queuing to take picture with it. So we were standing around waiting for our turn and discussing if they should take a picture with it until this man in front of us told us sharply that there is a queue. Probably afraid that we are cutting queue? I dunno. So they went and queue while I went back to my parents and waited for them. It is indeed true that humans spend 1/3 of their life waiting. Because no matter what we do, we are waiting. So, they were still queuing when I went to join them. Juz when it is about to be their turn (one more person before us), these 2 b**ches happily cut the queue and happily took pictures. Nvm that they cut queue but they went overboard.
First, that 2 graduate took a picture. Then one left and the other one's parents came in to take another 2 pictures. Then her siblings came in, then the boyfriend came in then her close frens took another one. After that whole round, the other graduate that was with her in the first picture came in and there went another round - parents, siblings, frens, then boyfriend. WTF? Meanwhile, we were speaking in loud, sarcastic tones at the side. Esp bro. Haha... Actually it is quite hilarious! We were 'encouraging' them to continue taking, best is take until midnight or better yet, juz take video! Then the rest can juz go home le lo. Haha... But they were really uncivilized to the max. After they finish taking, I heard one of the b**ches talking to her fren. And the conversation went like this;
Fren: Wa.. need to queue de ar? Like very long eh...
B**ch: No la, dun need to queue la. You juz see then quickly jump in front of the board can already.
WHICH MEANS SHE AND HER FREN IS CUT THE QUEUE ON PURPOSE DE!!!
Wa kao... Why this kinda people also have de? What is the world coming to? To think they are University Graduates. 真的是丢脸!

All in all, it was not a very good experience. From then on, actually since long before then, I do not believe in education levels le. But this day has proved my point with my own eyes.

Chilling out with 'Mama and family'!!!

2009-04-10T11:59:00.002+08:00

HAHA!!! Weird title. Lol.
I went out chilling with mama (dennis) and my siblings (calvin and whitie) last night. Hee... It was fun!

Yesterday started out with me wanting to meet qammie at 2pm to have lunch and tok a bit before we go and attend the briefing at 4.30pm @ substation. But as usual, in the end, both of us keep dragging the time until we reached city hall at 4pm! O_O!! So e juz went straight to substation. On the way buying drinks and ice cream! Haha.. What's more wonderful than having an ice cream on a rainy day? Lol.

So while having our ice cream and drinks, it was still early so we visited the Peranakan Museum that is just next to substation. Upon reaching the place, qammie was like "this place is freaking familiar!" in excited tones. Lol. In the end we realized that it was the location used for shooting the DreamzFM's "Bring out the V in me" MTV. LOL. We were like.. "oooohhhh!!!" Haha... Joke. So we took pictures and everything (they had a very nice alley beside). After which, the film fest person called and we finally proceeded to substation.

At substation, we met alot of other fsv-ians. Like Wendy, Geraldine, Khai, Artika, etc. Then I realized that my briefing was not supposed to be yesterday so I abit went for nothing but in the end I got roped into helping the other video section. So, still worth the trip la. After that, because whitie was late, me and qammie waited for her at the 'fake' bus stop (because no buses go there) and finally had a chance to talk. Xq aka whitie appeared after what seemed like a few hundred yrs (actually she was only an hour plus late), she went to listen to what the person had to say for 5 minutes then we left le.

Because it was still early to go meet mama, we went with qammie to the library first. I cleared my fines finally. Because now the library dun let you borrow books if you have any fines. Like primary sch sia. So qammie borrowed her book and we made our way to raffles city shopping mall.

We said our byes to qammie and then me and whitie went to wait for the rest. Chiam was already at mac with his frens and calvin reached soon after too. After calling mama, we realized chiam told him the wrong place. He told him to meet at raffles place. Haha... Whereas we are all meeting at raffles CITY. Very different. So in the end mama had to travel back to raffles city to meet us. After all of us (calvin, mama, whitie, chiam, me) met up, we proceeded to Marina's square foodcourt for dinner.

After dinner, chiam left to join his frens for l4d aka left4dead. A game I really want to play but dun have the chance to, sadly. Heard that after that he went for poker too. Haha.. Recently that's the only things he does, I think. Lol.
So the rest of us went with mama to this pub.

Mama has a lot of frens in that area so we met some of his frens also. Then we were all drinking martell. I found out that ginger ale is a good mixer. Haha... Not sure if it only works for martell or can also mix with other drinks. There were karaoke there too so we sung a lil. Sung quite badly. Haha.. So pai seh... We also played dice games and drank and drank and drank. haha... to the extent I keep gg toilet. Lol.

To conclude, it was a fun night. Finally something happening after a long time. Haha... :D
Thank yous to Mama!

Weekend in the kampong...

2009-04-06T13:35:00.003+08:00

The last weekend was a typically boring one. But there were several incidents that spiced it up a lil.

First on the list was the rain. Haha... i juz LOVE the rain. But not when it gets me soaking wet. But nevertheless, I still like the winds and rain more than the sun.

Sidetracking: I miss those times in Taiwan when the winds were so strong it could blow you away. So many times, our caps nearly flew off. Haha.. What a spectacle we caused. Lol.

Ya, so back to the topic. Yes, the rain. It was freaking heavy. I remember getting out of the car into the house which took a split second and my whole body was soaking wet le. Then of course after putting the things down, I had to get back into the car which made me soaking wet, again. How great... But the feeling when the rain splatters on you is so cool! I remember once I went back and me and my bro went to play basketball. We were playing till we were sweating like mad then we decided to slow jog back. Who knows as we were about to leave, the rain starts coming down. Of course, out of normal reaction, we started running. But eventually, I enjoyed the feeling so much, I slowed down to a walk. The feeling was simply great. Haha... But when we got back, we did not have a bath immediately so we kinda fell a lil sick. But nothing can't be solved with grandma's powder formula. Juz mix a lil of her powder formula into some of her bitter herbal tea and all of us get well in a day! No need for doctor whatsoever... Really miss those days...

Next on the list is the natural ice-cold well water used for bathing. Wa, that kinda cold water is the shiok kind. Not the kind that chills your bone. So it's really good. I always enjoy taking the baths there. Haha.. Although we tend to avoid bathing late at night coz really too cold. Haha... The kind you'll shiver after coming out of the bathroom. Nevertheless, it still feel good.

Last of all, the experience of carrying 3 cone ice-creams while riding on a motorbike in the hot sun. LOL. Damn fun! Haha... It's like, we were all very hot and then we hear the ringing of bells which signals the ice-cream man. Then suddenly, my uncle went "who wants ice-cream?". Of coz we all said yes. But who is gg to get it? Well, the youngest one is the bullied one. So I had to go with my uncle to get the ice-cream. So, the guy cut up the ice-cream (the kind they sell one piece for a dollar in Singapore and you can choose to put it in wafers or bread...) then put it on the cone. It was really unsteady and so I had to hold it while I sat on the bike and my uncle drove us back. Under the hot sun, ice-cream NEVER survives. By the time I got back, the ice-cream was already half-melted and it is all over my hands. Haha! but it was still really fun experience. Although I try never to do that again. Lol. Having mixed chocolate and durian flavoured melted ice-cream all over your hands is never a good idea. Especially when you are high up in the mountains and there's no water to wash. 0_0!!

Fun and boring weekend it is!

Not such a good one...

2009-04-04T01:41:00.002+08:00

Hi all, sorry for abandoning this blog for so long. Really dun have the motivation to update le. Haha... Since now I have a reason to update, I shall.

I juz came back from FSV Chalet & BBQ 2009. This yr's chalet was not as happening as our last gathering. We did not have as much interaction as before and we did not have as much fun either. I really miss the first fsv chalet I attended. The times when everyone was still frens and buddies and we really were a big group instead of the breaks now we have. Haha.. Looking at the photos and videos in the past, it was really some good memories. Playing truth or dare, wrestling, having fun like crazy. Not to forget night cycling! Us splitting into 2 big groups to juz cycle like no law on the roads in midnight. Damn good exercise.. Haha...

Now, this chalet. We lost almost all the fun. Dx brought his xbox (thank you!) and everyone ended up playing it. No mahjong time, no cycling, no truth or dare. It was juz xbox all the way. There are the advantages and disadvantages though. Advantage being that we saved up the money for the rental of bicycles. Disadvantage is the because we were so occupied with the xbox, we did not make time for other things. But even though that, a BIG THANK YOU to dexian and his xbox! Because of us, his drum set suffered too much damage. Really appreciate it. Thx!

Another reason that made me so sian was because of my tooth. I'm growing my wisdom tooth and it was hurting alot while I was at the chalet. Crazy kinda pain. Like can't even open mouth to eat, yawn, chew, cough, laugh or even talk louder. Really really bad.

All in all, this chalet was not as fun but we still spent quality time together! I think my favourite was the swimming part. It was tiring but really fun. Let's plan this again some time! :D

Disappointed...

2009-03-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

Recently, I feel so disappointed by the taiwan dramas. Not the oldish few-hundred episodes kind but the idol kind...
It's like.. Where can we find those simple dramas anymore? Why do they make them so complicated?

Ok, I understand that it could be that with the complicated stories, audience will continue watching to find out what happens instead of the simple ones where we JUST KNOW that the couple will end up together and it'll be a happily ever after ending. But, the dramas nowadays juz dun make me go "wow!"...

First I watched "Invincible Shan Bao Mei" (无敌珊宝妹), starring Nicholas Teo and Amber Kuo. Ok, the story is generally fine, although I was made to dislike the male lead in the beginning, I did not really hate him. Then when I'm supposed to like him, I really did! As usual, the story ended with a happy ending but I was not satisfied with it. I'm not sure is it because I watched online and the last ep had contents cut out. But wad I saw in the second last ep's teaser preview for the final ep, I did not see in the last ep itself! So I was forced hanging there thinking if the drama really ended without those scenes or it was cut out by the ppl who uploaded it online. Sad... Disappointing...

Then I made another attempt after that and I watched "Love or Bread" (我的亿万面包), starring Ariel Lin and Joe Cheng. Only have one word for it man... Terrible. I dunno why but really cannot make it. Even before finishing the first ep, I can't watch anymore. Feel quite sad la because the I actually kinda like those 2 casts but I think the story ruined it.
However, there are many other possibilities though... That is, maybe I'm so used to them acting in the kiss series so I can't get accustomed to their roles in this one drama. Or, it could be the directing was bad and these 2 characters juz look too miserable and too much a loser... Lastly, maybe I juz disliked the way they portrayed it. The editing and all. One very common effect used is this freeze frame to emphasize them always meeting coincidentally. I did not like it even though I know the reason behind it. Way too over-used and cheesy. Nah...

So, yup! I guess I'll juz stick to japanese dramas and animes and mangas for now. Take a break from taiwan dramas ba...
Too much disappointment can really lead to hopelessness, I guess...
Buck up guys!

Laptop Revived...

2009-03-15T02:00:00.002+08:00

After being laptop-less for several days, I finally got it revived!!!
Thx to wifey, qammie! Haha..! How much I love you... LOL.

Yup, I realized it is quite impossible to live without laptop these days and I think I really need to make plans to buy a new mac because this current one is really dying le. N warranty's almost over. So.. which one should I buy? Macbook or Macbook pro? Hmmm...
But there's something I dun like abt the new macbook's design... The trackpad. Wa.. super cannot stand it. It's a whole trackpad without a separate button to click. Therefore, it is super sensitive and super annoying to use. Seriously, if you want to really work on it, you definitely need a mouse or you'll be slowed down at least 10 times the speed. Which makes thing even worse because the usb ports on the new macbooks are more limited than the old ones. N also, the firewire ports also uses a different connector... It just makes life hard~~ Imagine, when you buy a new mac, you'll have to buy all those extra things like mouse, new wires with different connectors, etc.. What a hassle...

Ok, back to what happened the last few days. Uh... IT fair is gg on this week. So we went down on thur to take a look. There was me, jj, dx, qam, jj's sister and z. I was aiming for a pair of headphones. Actually wanted to buy from audio technica but there were a lot of people jamming there so cannot really see or compare prices. Then dx wants me to go to the sennheiser booth. Which I went, and realized that the headphones there are better! LOL. N obviously, more expensive... So now, I'm still thinking which one to get... Shall see...
After the IT fair, me and z and dx went to starbucks to wait for jj, his, sis, and qam for VERY long. Maybe coz of the crowd.. Then after which we decided to go down to Marina square for movies. Then... alot of things happened here and there and I ended up quarreling with jj and them walked off pissed.
After that met up with the gals at vivo and we had dinner (yes, I was full and I ate again) then went chill a bit then went home le. Wad a day...

Then today went for lunch at beppu with pz. Went to qammie's hse to fix my laptop and then went to dx's hse to play rock band for a while then came back home le. Fun day but not exciting. Quite dry actually.. Shall look forward to the next day!!!

P.S, promised dx I'll start retyping his script so shall do that soon... Real soon... Haha... I promised!
:P

A New Month

2009-02-28T04:36:00.002+08:00

The end of one month, the start of another.

I have finally 'graduated'! Well, can't really use that word yet because haven't gone through the graduation ceremony. But technically, I have graduated because the final semester is over and my final yr project a.k.a IBP is done! Haha...
There were many hard times and not to forget the happy moments.. But it has come to an end.

In fact, I feel kinda sad because those are the days I could never relive ever again for the rest of my life. So I will really treasure them and keep them as memories and as part of my life. But this stage is the saddest for me so far because I can truly say. Poly life is the best so far in the whole of my education life. Poly life is nothing like primary or secondary.. I mean, every stage is very different. Especially for me. Because the changes are always so big! From primary to secondary, I learnt what is independence. From taking school buses to school to taking the public transport. From going home straight after school everyday to hanging out with friends illegally after school everyday.. things like that. Even the social circle widens every time.
I still remember when I was still in primary school and I see my siblings moving on to secondary school. Everyone says that when you move on to secondary school, that is when your rebellious period starts and that is when you start to give your parents a hard time. I can't say I totally disagree to that but I only agree a lil. For one thing, I did not give my parents a hard time. :D

All in all, it's been a long time and I have finally made my way here. Although feeling a bit lost now coz I'm jobless and all at the moment but...shall enjoy life for now and worry later. Haha!

Happy graduation to all! :D

Tired... {O.O}

2009-02-19T09:22:00.003+08:00

So so so so tired....

Juz came back from oak3...
No idea y but whenever I work at oak3, I will want to finish doing the things I was doing de.. Then end up spend the whole day and whole night there.Oak3 seems to have this magic that will keep u there de. Haha.. Chiam also like permanently stayed there for a while. Lol.

It's like, when u are doing a project there, it's mininum 12 hrs spent there de. Like u have the determination to finish everything that kinda thing la. lol. Last time I spent several nights there.. Now, again several nights spent there. Hoping to not go back today.. HAHA!

Actually, I kept saying that I'm not gg back. But y am I doin back there? Haix.. the temptation of an EVIL word.. That is "MONEY". Haix.. I was tempted by the money coz I'm like so broke now after IBP. So, no choice la. Money makes the world go round~~!!!
Seriously, now whenever I want to buy sth, I will have to think for very very very very long then decide that I am NOT buying it. Sad life! I dun wanna continue this kinda life le.. So, no choice la.. I sold my soul~~!!!! Hahaha...

kk, very tired le la, shall go rest liao... *yawns...*

Dreams...

2009-02-06T15:55:00.001+08:00

I've been having weird dreams lately and I wonder if it is a problem with me. Maybe I'm too tired, I guess.. Haha..

Dreams abt relationships, dreams abt seeing a stranger, dreams about this and that.. It's kinda getting on my nerves.. When will my nights of dreamless sleep return? I wonder...

Been long......

2009-02-05T04:23:00.002+08:00

I haven been blogging so long that I feel like juz giving up this blog le.. Haha...

Ok, first of all... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

It's been a good start this yr.. New Year Eve was spent with my poly mates, thx guys! It was a really eventful new yr.. Haha..
Wad with all the great food, bbq, fire-crackers, candles, n the centipede... HAHA. That was some exciting incident.. lol.
That irritating worm scared the hell out of so many ppl. N I guess the worst choice it made in its entire life was to enter our tent. Hee... It became barbequed worm. HAHA!

After New Year, its another rush and work plus more work for IBP... Then, chinese new year came...

This yr, CNY is pretty early, in January.. Wad a time! Like clash with so many things.. Haha...
As usual, it's back to grandma's place.. This yr is SUPER BORING!!! Coz we ran out of things to play with. The dangerous toys.. Like those international fireworks and those fire crackers. Not the ones that you see in Singapore but the more dangerous and fun ones... Some that shoot up into the sky, some that fly in all directions (once it flew through dad's shirt, making a hole.. HAHA...), and some that make gigantic explosive noises! How fun those days were.. But even the Malaysia government has become strict and those are really strongly disallowed le. So, the only way to get them is to pay HIGH prices and buy them off the black market, which we cannot afford, so.. too bad la... Haix...
Thankfully, we still have the usual steamboat and bbq so it made up for everything la. Hee...
We also had a little 'celebration' for sis's bdae.. It was a fun day! Haha...

Ok, tt's generally the updates for my days from christmas till now. There are also some smaller happening events but I can't seem to recall much now. Haha.. Failing memory nowadays.. Old liao la..

Today, me, sis, hm, baohui, kelly and michelle met up with felicia to hang out and chill together. Main reason was because fer is goin off to Australia to further her studies for a yr and a half. So today is like some sort of a mini gathering to hang out before she go off la. Haha.. We went club-hopping today! But coz I joined them late, so I did not go to zouk, which they went before we met up with them. We met each other at Zirca (ex-MOS), had a few martinis, then we went down to dbl O. dbl O is free entry today plus free-flow drinks but I din like it because we had to fight to get drinks. It was juz terrible la. But the ambience at dbl O changed so it was a lil more pleasant. But I guess I'll still prefer to go on thursdays and go earlier as well. Haha... Zirca's feel also changed quite a bit since the last time I went. They played 'friendlier' music instead of the more sexy, groovy they played the last time I visited. But there's still the performance that's not to be missed! Hee... After dbl O, michelle and baohui left first so the the rest of us went down to power house. However, it was so crowded and the queue was so long that it seemed like a wasted trip... In the end, we did not drink nor dance then we hang out a lil outside then left le.

All in all, it was still a pretty fun day la. Haha.. Look forward to tmr!! :D

Happening days!!!

2008-12-28T02:10:00.002+08:00

Lol. the past few days was really happening. Too happening that I took the whole day of today off to rest. LOL.

First, it was christmas eve. This yr's christmas was a quiet one, fortunately, I really hate crowds. I woke up early in the morning to buy last min christmas present and to have breakfast with Peili. Long time din eat Mac's breakfast le... had sausage macmuffin coz very budget but it still tastes good! Haha... After that, we went to shop for the present. I think I probably bought the most practical and useful present le lo. Lol. Bought a thumbdrive for Eugene. I even verified from Peili whether I shld buy him that and she says he needs it. So.. Great! Present settled. After that, we waited for Eugene to come meet Peili then I left for home, wanting to crawl back into my bed. Hu noes Bro ask me to go out shopping with them. Kaoz.. So I left and shopped with them, quite aimlessly... Nevertheless, we had Burger King for lunch and managed to buy some present for the next day at Taka's Talking Hall. Lol. Very very bad idea to go to Orchard on Christmas Eve and Christmas. I did not realize it until I was in the crowds. Gosh! Really hate to squeeze with ppl. Then weekian bro asked if I wanna go to chinatown in the coming CNY period. N my immediate reply was NO. Over my dead body would I go there and squeeze lo. Crazy de.. Dun understand y ppl like to be in the crowds so much. For me, the farther I can be away, the farther I will be. So, we decided that we wanna leave Orchard before the 'foam party' (ppl will start to spray rubbish stuffs on everyone) starts, so we wanna leave before 11pm. In the end, we hurriedly bought the presents and made our way back le. Then I went over to Tiong Bahru Plaza to meet peili, huimin, sis, eugene and their frens for late night movie. We watched 'Ip Mun'. The action and all was fantastic. I'll juz say that it's a great action film. :D

The next day, Christmas... I slacked at home till evening time then went out for dinner. We had dinner at NYDC (after much much much thinking) Haha.. Then we had the whole gift exchange thing.. Sadly, I got a pair of mugs. Like so.. boring. Lol. After dinner, guess wad?? We went to night safari! Haha.. Like so long din go le. Kinda missed it. But that day, finally went. We bought tickets for the tram ride coz reach there already very late liao so we decided to juz take the tram. Made one round around the park. The ride was supposed to be 45 minutes but we ended earlier than we thought. So we decided to take a short walk. We took the fishing cat trail and walked on, I actually wanted to link from there to the leopard trail but we got stopped halfway but the night safari ppl, stating that it's time for us to turn back because the park is closing for the night. Damn sad.. But still had fun. So it's ok. :D

Ok, next comes boxing day. Today, finally can go to sch after so long to do some editing. So I managed to transfer everything to the com I'm using and managed to sync some clips for the audio. Unfortunately, did not manage to finish doin it. Thinking that it was still early, I wanted to go home and put down the things first. Who knows, I was suddenly told to go to harbourfront immediately. Sianz... In the end, took 3 buses to get there when I can take juz one. Kaoz.. I reached there kinda early. So early that I regretted not gg home to put down my things first. But anyways, reached vivo, met ms lee then we waited for peili and eugene. Then we all carried the bottles of drinks over to the bbq/gathering place. The place was at Caribbean, a condo near harbourfront. A very pretty place. :D Isn't it good if we can stay there? Then like can go clubbing till wad time also nvm that kinda thing. LOL. Damn shiok! But that place only for rich ppl and ang mohs la, I guess... Haha... Dun think too much..
So anyway, we managed to reach the place but coz still got alot of ppl haven reach (including sis n bro..) so it was kinda boring and dead. But the bbq went on.. din eat much, really bored.. Until bro and sis came.. Still din lighten up the mood much.. N then it was time for gift exchange! I got a box of belgian chocs from weekian bro and I gave Eugene the thumbdrive I bought. Then there was other ppl exchanging all kinds of things la. Some really interesting stuffs and some expensive items. Whoo! So then after that, we took out the log cake bro they all bought but first we 'celebrated' fer's coming bdae. They bought her a small cake and sang song to her and stuffs. After which we cut up the christmas cake and all ate. Log cake's cream really dun taste very nice. I dislike it as much as I dislike whipped cream. :P
After that, we went to eat dinner at river valley (coz din eat much at the bbq, which is wad normally happens... hee...) Then we went prawning! Haha.. It is always very exciting to see the prawns hooked up on ur rod then u pull it up. Damn fun. Lol. But our skills not there yet la, so only caught abt 10 at the end of the 3 hours. However, as we were cooking that 10 prawns... Some pro that were still fishing gave us a net of prawns FREE. They said that they caught too much. HAHA.. A bit jealous of their skills sia. Lol. So, in the end, we had prawn feast. But I was too tired to remember the rest le. Last thing I remembered was me falling asleep at the table then waking up to get into the car then waking up to go home, bathe and sleep again. HAHA.. really tiring sia..

Nevertheless, it's a fun 3 days of the christmas period! Let's hope New Year will be like this too! :D
So so so tired, I'm taking today and tmr off to rest then monday chiong again le!

Tearing down the set...

2008-12-22T01:17:00.002+08:00

Today really marks the end of the production part and we are finally moving on to post. Main reason being that we teared down the set today. Lol. N I mean literally because the walls are pretty much gone now. Haha.. Because we used mounting tape and gaffers and blue-tacks and even the 3M hooks.. all sorts of whatever shit that could stick wad we want on the barren walls. Hu noes, the painting on the walls are so vulnerable even blue-tacks took it off. So, sadly, the walls are full of holes now.. Maybe we'll repaint them later, after IBP. Hmmm....

So in the end today, we brought as many of the stuff home as possible. I managed to lug all my things in 3 bags. CC and Jo had more. Damn poor thing. Jo even broke one of her flower pots.. :( But she said her mum won't mind.. Hope it is really that way ba... End of the day, Jy and Jo's father came to pick them up so again left me and cc looking like wanderers or kids that left home. Haha.. We were in the same situation a few months back when we were moving things into the hse. Me and cc were sitting at the bus-stop with our bags and all, dressed very casually and looking damn shag. today, again me and cc last to go so we carried our bags and left the hse this time. Waiting at the bus-stop (again) for a cab. Managed to get cc on to one. the driver was really rude because the moment he heard that cc does not have enough money, he talked very rudely and told us to hurry up put the so many bags and board the cab even though there weren't any cars behind. How practical and selfish. I remembered the time I also did not have enough money, I told the uncle and he even talked to me a lot on the cab, telling me it's dangerous for a girl to be hanging out so late on her own in a dark place and things like that (I was at the sch bus-stop). He even promised to charge me less if the meter went over the amount I had. this is a NICE uncle. That one that drove cc home. BAD. No other vocab can be used. Seriously..

So after making sure cc boarded her cab, I crossed the road to the other side and flagged a cab for my own.
The uncle was very nice. He was the one who started conversations to break the silence. First he asked me which route is faster to my home, which obviously I do not know. So in the end ended up I told him to decide for me. then silence for a while and he suddenly asked me a qns I least expected. He asked if I watched channel 8's mediacorp drama - "Little nonya". LOL. Wad a qns to ask. I said no, I seldom watch TV.. Juz as I was expecting him to praise the drama to the skies, I found myself shocked hearing him slam it down. Haha.. That was the first for me. First time I heard someone, not from the media industry slamming that blockbuster drama of the yr! Isn't it funny that even ppl from FSV are like enjoying the show but there are ppl out there, not even from the industry slamming it?! HAHA... I juz find it hilarious!
So, we commented a lil abt how bad it was. Well, he was the one doing most of the commenting since I did not even watch it. Then after that, we moved on to the topic of local artistes. He was commenting abt how foreign artistes look better as they grew older but local artistes look worse as the grow. Haha... A really interesting uncle. Then we talked a lil abt some other things which I could not recall now but it really made the trip so much shorter. These are the taxi drivers Singapore lack. We can juz seriously fire those rude ones hu look down at u, honk at you for no reason, drive dangerously, etc. Rubbish ppl out there. Singapore can never fully become a civilized country, I guess.. Not with the citizens behaving that way... SADLY...

FSV 15!!

2008-12-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

FSV is 15! N we celebrated its birthday together today!

The past few days, the few of us have been going to school to pack goodie bags and attend briefings for this big event. This is the first yr, after 15 yrs of FSV, that they have decided to come up with a party. Partly to let the students all come together to reminisce the old times and also the party is for networking. N I totally agree. Through this party, we can really meet a lot of ppl and most of them are really quite big shots! Haha... Because FSV alumni takes up almost 90% of the industry. So, if we want to continue in this industry, they are the ones to look for! It was a very good chance to meet ppl. Too bad we did not have too much of a chance to mungle with the crowd. The only times we entered the club was when we went in to grab a bite and the lucky draw.

The beginning of today, we went back to school to pack the final things into the goodie bags. Which is the T-shirts. We had to separately label them in the sizes and it took us some time to get everything done. After which we went for lunch and came back to load the goodie bags into the bus. Sadly, calvin's shoe broke so after loading everything, we went to buy superglue for him. Luckily the glue was really super and the shoe was good all the way until we split ways. :D
So most if us boarded the bus and we were waiting for the rest to turn up. However, they were printing some stuffs and it was not done yet. The driver got really pissed and started making calls to ppl complaining to them that we are over-running. After almost an hour, we told the driver to go first to St James then leave the others to take cab there. In the end, Calvin+Me+Xq+Joanna+JJ and the CTV gal went first over to the place. Then qam+marilyn will join us later via cab. We reached the place and had some problem with the bags then after walking around blindly for quite some time, we managed to put everything into place and gets stuff settled for the night. Guests started coming in and we proceeded with all the reception stuffs and all. Before we knew it, the sky turned dark and night fell. In between us working, we were given drinks and then a while later, food by the rest. Thank you so much!
After that, I was given the cue to go in and get ready for the lucky draw. Apparently, they were having performances the whole while but when I entered, the female lead of Days was supposed to go on stage to perform a song, After her song, she said her congratulations to the rest enthusiastically (so enthusiastic that she pronounced FSV wrongly. Haha.. but pardon her for the mistake la. She excited ma...)
Yup, so after that is my turn to show up on stage (DAMN SUAY! I lost the 'o-ya-bey-ya-som' match.. Haix..) So I was holding the box for them to pick the lucky winners. A lot of them won something from our group. Including Joanna who won a DVD player, JJ won a pinnacle package, Erez won some dvds, and Chiam won a very expensive bottle of wine. Haha.. Lucky guys... I wanted that camera! Damn! Haha.. But we had a fun night and all's well. :D
After that, all of us rushed out to give out the goodie bags. It was really a mess. Quite amazed how different ppl are actually. Some of them actually fight to get more goodie bags whereas some of them dun even want the goodie bags at all! Shocking, really. I guess it is the time and place. When I was giving out free gifts at amk hub, ppl can cheat their way into getting extra gifts no matter wad they have to do. Seriously, was kinda pissed with that kind of attitude.

After wad seemed like the whole day, when it is actually only a few hours, the event finally ended and we went to change out of the event T-shirt. We then went back to Movida to finish up the drinks vouchers that we were given. Then after a very very long chilling session with drinks and dance, we made our way to chinatown for supper. Went to eat at the famous porridge place next to CK departmental store. It was nice but the tofu is a lil too salty for my liking. However, the raw fish is really superb! Haha...

After supper, with no other places in mind to go, we decided to all split up and go home. So I managed to catch up last bus whereas the rest took cab home. Lucky me! Haha...

All-in all, it's a really fun and fulfilling night. Was really glad that I attended it. :D

Eventful day (Like calvin said... HAHA!)

2008-12-01T01:30:00.002+08:00

Haha.. I think Calvin sorta foreseen me blogging abt this. I said I won't but ended up I did. Lol.

Ok, eventful day for me today.
I woke up pretty late today and then went down to meet JJ first at tiong then Calvin at city hall. Then the 3 of us went down to Kembangan to meet Erez to get something then we went down to expo for the IT fair.
In city hall, some AT was like glancing and then staring at calvin. Calvin was apparently not in a mood for staring games so he did something shocking and scolded the man. HAHA. Pardon me, but I think it's quite funny. So after that, we boarded the train and another AT was like scolding some other guy because that guy seemed to have stepped on his foot and did not want to apologize. We only heard part of wad happened so I shall not assume what really happened. But he said sth abt Singaporeans are wad wad wad... n we think that juz because they are from china then wad wad wad.. Rubbish talk la. I thought, maybe he's trying to 'revenge' by turning Singaporeans' dislike for them back at us? Maybe...
After that, we made our way to the IT fair, met xq and her fren then we entered the hall to walk around. Haha.. I think JJ din noe this but I saw it. As we were walkin, some random gal grabbed calvin's arm and sorta half pushed him, half using him as a support to past by us. Calvin was kinda pissed and stared at the person but she din see la. I was quite amused.. Haha.. sorry sorry, but really quite funny...
Then we finished walking the IT fair and went next to the John Little Mega Sale which was in the hall nearby. We ended up buying a lot of snacks and queued for like an hour before we left expo and made our way to the airport for dinner.
We had some difficulty finding seats then queuing again for food. After wad seemed like another eternity, we finally sat down and finished our dinner. This was when I got really pissed. Because Calvin wanted to buy food for his gf, we went to queue again to buy the food. Then some idiot china woman who was queuing behind us cut our queue. I knew she was gg to cut queue le but I thought she will have the basic courtesy to let us go first. Who noes, she doesn't. Pardon me for saying this, but a leopard can never change its spots and a china person will never change his or her behaviour despite where they are or how nice they are dressed. They are still as rude and mannerless. I dun wan to imply this on every human being from china, but I can say MOST of them are like this. Seriously. From the way I see them on the streets, I would say that practising stereotypes on them are unfair but it's how the majority spoils their reputation for who they are. Here, I would like to apologize to the minority that are the good ones. I hope ppl see u for who u are. For the majorities, I really have no comments for u. That lady was pretty well dressed but her behaviour totally transformed her into an ugly woman. I support that with the saying: ugliness comes from the heart. Coz calvin went up to her and told her that she cut his queue and she was like refusing to admit to it. Terrible...
I was telling calvin, despite bring a chinese myself, I dislike ppl from china more than indians or malays. I would even, to a certain point, feel unhappy that ppl mistake me for someone from china. I mean, china is such a wonderful place with its wonderful culture and history. Whatever happened to its citizens?! Very disappointing...
So after all the drama, we went to take bus back to town then wanted to go home from there. Sadly, at somewhere near east coast, a group of rowdy teens boarded the bus and made a lot of noise. The 3 if us were kinda irritated but we decided to ignore. Until JJ kept making comments abt it then Calvin got really irritated that he shouted at them. All of us were shocked for a moment and the bus grew really quiet. The bus driver even stopped the bus for a moment before making sure nothing was gonna happen then moved off. After that, we found out from one of them that they juz returned from a chalet and all of them were going home or sth. But they were seriously disrupting the public la. So, was quite glad that they shut up la.

In conclusion, a very exciting day. Haha...
Tired le.. need to rest le... nite...

Eye-power...

2008-11-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

Today is the second day of z's shoot. Like yesterday, I went over to help a lil. Although it is not much help but I tried to be as useful as possible and not block ppl's paths la.

One thing I dun understand and I think would never would is this thing called eye-power. we always use this term for special ppl hu have these kinda special abilities. Whereby they can actually 'help/work' by using juz their eyes and not moving.

Apparently, I experienced it a lot in productions... N it is really quite sad to see so many ppl having this special ability after being taught almost 3 yrs the same thing as I learnt. It's kinda disappointing la.

Another thing is the sense of urgency. I think this is a major problem for almost all of us as film students. It seems we have the misconception that time is always on our side. Which leads to us dilly-dallying then overrun then we have to cut shots and thus result in insufficient coverage. I dun understand y it is so difficult to settle on one thing and get it done fast. Ok, let's not talk abt the challenging things such as lighting and directing becoz those really require some time and experience will make you more efficient, hopefully. How abt small things like buying props and food? Do you really require so much time to decide that? Furthermore, ppl hu are not from your grp are volunteering to buy it for u leh... Really dun understand...

So, after the shoot, we went back with z to sch to return the equipments. Funny thing is, all of us hu went back with him, except joon tat, are not from the group. So wad happened to ppl in his grp? I tried asking. The answer I got was, "can't fit into the vehicle". Ok, let me get this straight. The ppl hu managed to fit into the back of the vehicle with the equipments was me, z, marilyn, qam, jj. 5 of us. N the no. of ppl in his grp is 7. So, I really dunno y. You put the plus and minus together urself la.

Then worst things seems to take place together. We went back to sch, saw chiam and dx and etc. Got their help to bring the equipments up, then were told to help them tear down the set... Which is what we did until we were shouted at to stop and chased out of the soundstage. So much for being a nice person. Seriously, you can't be nice in this world. You juz lose out.

Anyway, mood today: annoyed

Happy Birthday to me!

2008-11-22T02:05:00.002+08:00

FUCKED UP! Some idiot bitch made me trip and fall on the bus. Damn irritated! When ppl are kind enough to offer u the seat, dun you have the basic courtesy to stand up and let ppl come out to alight from the bus? Argh!!!
Forget it, I shall not let some stupid bitch ruin my birthday. Let's recall the day's events... :

Yay! After a yr's long wait, it's my birthday again!
Hmm.. the day started off quite badly.. Then i tot, in life, things dun always happens the way you want it. Therefore, even on ur birthday, stuff like that happens. You are not necessarily doin what you want and things are not goin as the way it should. But, juz because it is ur birthday, it makes no excuse for u to be miserable, complain, or sulk the whole day and make wads already miserable worst. So, I lifted my head and looked forward to the rest of the day. :D
After that, there were wishes from ppl after they realized it is my birthday. Then because of work, I dragged Lam from his hse to school. Felt really bad and heard him complain abt me dragging him down on his off day. But before he left, he gave me present! Haha... He super funny de la. Coz he last min found out then he like a bit rush to buy the present. lol. But, seriously, it was the sincerity that counts.. So, thx lots!
Then after a very long while, suddenly a group of ppl crowded around me. They are Qammie, JJ, Calvin, Chiam. Lol. I tot they wanted to bash me up or something then suddenly me and JJ were juz randomly shouting then they gave me a cake and sang happy birthday damn loud! lol. Was seriously shocked for a while. Haha... But really appreciate it, thanks guys!
So then nothing much exciting happened until night. I was finishing up my stuffs then left to meet Pz to get my birthday present from her. She gave me a super cute cardigan with a pack of candies from muji. Too bad the cardigan very small. Nvm! I will slim down and wear it! Haha... thx gal..
So, met dad and mum, sis and bro to eat dinner. We went to Swissotel Merchant Court's Ellenborough Market Cafe. The food was quite disappointing and the service was juz ok. Not as great as how everyone made it sound. It was a lil of a shock because there were a lot of ppl eating there and we waited quitee long as walk-in guests.
After dinner, we took a walk down by the river and then we juz found a spot and sat down. Until mum and dad say they wanna go for a walk. So we continued sitting there. Suddenly, my hand touched sth disgusting so I went to the toilet. Then I came back n sis says she wanna go to the toilet. I ended up playing my ds coz bro was playing his psp.
Then suddenly, i heard very loud happy birthday song behind me. Then I turned back and realized that it was gina they all! Haha.. second shock of the day. Got gina, cc, jy and caleb.. lol. They bought me a cake but coz i too full so we shared it. Then we left to eat dinner. (Them, not me.. coz i super full le...) They went for bak kut teh.. By the time they finished eating, no more last bus le. So cc and gina took nightrider home. Then me, caleb n jy went for more drinks and chilled a lil more before gg home.

It was a very nice birthday. Thanks everyone! I really appreciate it! :D

Early celebration and some thoughts...

2008-11-19T23:37:00.002+08:00

Today I went to xq's shoot in the morning. Coz a bit lazy so didn't go sch.
Xq's shoot was at Liang court, very near my hse, so i popped by. Haven even reached location then met xq and got cheated into buying lunch with her. Haha.. no la, i offered to coz since she on the way out le. In the end, having no idea where to buy food from, we walked all the way to manhatten house, which is quite near chinatown le.
Xq's shoot is like full of obstacles. They are foreva having problems with the location. Tot that they can finally use meidiya then they suddenly stop them from using coz they preparing for hokkaido fair. Damn sad. In the end they had to stop halfway and leave today.

It is sometimes quite sad y ppl are not supporting the media industry. Dun they realize that no matter how big their business is, media plays a part in making it better? I'm thinkin, if Singapore as a whole dun play a part and support us in terms of these small things like location and such, how are we gg to venture anywhere outside of mediacorp? Not to say the mediacorp still seriously has room for improvement. I really wish that Singapore could have more portals for media creativity and etc. Not have everything confined to within mediacorp. It is really sad when other production houses are working on a project and the general public juz assumes it is a mediacorp project. It juz sad that other smaller production companies are not acknowledged and recognized.

After xq's shoot, I met up with hm and peili to eat dinner. Then my sis joined us. Wanted to eat rajah inn but it was closed. Dunno y.. Very disappointing though.. So in the end, we had dinner at beppu ramen. Basically, we ate ramen. They have various ramen that is hot and they will offer u the degrees of hotness. So I had this seafood and beef ramen in 3 degrees of hot. they have 2, 3, 5, etc. But I did not have the courage to try hotter ones la. Haha.. After dinner, we cut and ate up the cake that they bought for me. Hee.. Thx! They also paid for my dinner.. >_< !!! So pai seh.. thx... :P

The day ended with us talking then we left and went home to rest... thx gals! :D
It was a fun night! :D

End of Phase 2!!!

2008-11-15T02:27:00.005+08:00

Yay! Production ended le!!! Haha.. Kept wanting to blog but like keep forgetting if not no time. Lol.

Yup, production has ended. Hee.. Feel so relaxed that I can slack a while before having to charge up for phase 3 le. Haix~~
But it's ok! Coz got darling qammie with me!!! Haha.. (JJ, dun be jealous, qammie is mine until u come back. :P)

Hmmm... Production was really a tiring process. All sorts of things happens and when I think abt it, I kinda feel shocked y that time not scared. But i think we really panicked quite a lot la. Even had those tiny squabbles and quarrels. But luckily, everything is over le. N I hope, no hard feelings.. Our talent was very cute, and can be really serious at times. So tt was ok la. Can see everyone also trying to work really hard and all. We got ourselves so tired that we can sleep 3 days and not wake up kind. Great job gals! N guys.. Haha... Actually Lam only.. Lol. But really muz thank him and all those great ppl who came to help. We probably can't have done it without you guys man! Hmm.. let me recall... They were namely: Derrick, Jerry (great sacrifice as our ninja! Will credit u big big.. Haha...), Shawn Chen, Nigel, Gina (greatest PA in the world), Zech, Caleb, Jon, Qammie wifey, Calvin, Xq whitie, my parents, cc parents, Ruihe, etc. (I really cannot remember le eh!! So many ppl come help. I hope the 'etc' means no one... Haha...) Anyways, very very big THANK YOU!!!! U guys noe we appreciate it la, ok? Haha... Thx Thx!!!

Ok, in conclusion, glad that phase 2 is over.. Haha.. Shall enjoy until it's time to chiong phase 3 le.. :P

Some stills:

Set design of Jenny's desk area

Set design of Jamie's desk area

Set design of bedside table

Left side of wall...

Right side of wall and the bed...
Director laughing her head off.. Lol.

Joanna thinks this pic is cute.. Lol.. (of course!)

Jamie and Jenny

Us trying to cram into the small couch... lol

Director enjoying the couch all by herself... Haha...

Jamie (Valerie) with Chipmunk

Jenny (Tabby) with chipmunk..

She really very cute hor? (Ruined by derrick's butt... -_-''')

A very big thank you to our talents too! Tabby and Valerie.. I received the message u gals left in my camera.. Love u too! Haha.. Really thanks alot. U gals really brought us a lot of fun and joy in the shoot. Hope we could see each other sometime again. :D

Oh, I juz realized my Taiwan part 2 story never appeared. Lol.
Think end of the day I will forget liao.. Haha.. see if I can remember la. Lol.

Work...

2008-10-31T07:43:00.004+08:00

I can finally conclude (hopefully) my second last day at work. Haix...
It's pretty amazing how I can step into the office looking at the setting sun and step out of it looking at the sun rising again. Advantage: a nice view. Disadvantage: Tiredness and shivers in the first bus of the day.

The rising Sun...

When one do things or make any decision, it is best to think far ahead and to pray for some luck. Which is what I dun have this time round.
I took on this job thinking that I have the time to do a bit of spare work, earn some experience and some extra cash for IBP. Who knows, the moment I agreed to the job, I got notice that my production dates were pulled forward by half a month! How unlucky can I get? Haix... So I bit my teeth and try to balance out both until yesterday morning when I got an sms telling me to complete my paperwork by end of the day. I almost wanted to not go work so I could get the stuffs done. In the end, I managed to rush it out, doing a bit in the office as well. Went to work late and ended late.
When I left the office and was waiting for the bus at the bus-stop, I saw so many ppl coming to work juz as I was leaving and I felt that I really admire them! I will not have a job that requires me to wake up so early to get to work! It's a torture! They are really great. But on the other hand, come to think of it, when I go to work, they get off work. Then as they come to work, I'm on my way home. So which is the suffering party? Hmm.. i wonder...

Whew! Really tired now.. Another long day ahead so I really shld get some rest now.. Till next time then! :D

Taiwan trip!!! (7/10 - 13/10 '08) Part 1

2008-10-18T11:45:00.004+08:00

Haha.. finally had time to blog abt this. Lol. Ok, I'll try to remember then see wad I can blog. Lol.
Ok, this trip I went with my best fren, pz and also cyndy, a new fren I noe thru pz. :D It was really a great trip. I think it would definitely be different if it was not the 3 of us and we had someone else joining in. Lol.
OK, get to the main pt then...

Day 1:
We arrived Changi airport at around 1100 to check in. Then after that we went to eat Popeyes (yay!) and finally decided to board. Took pictures, say our byes then we made our way inside le. Met up with a fren of pz and cyndy's who was working in the airport for attachment then we finally boarded the plane at around 1245. Sadly the plane was a budget airline so we had very little space and there's no food and water allowed. :( The only way is to buy and almost everything costs money such that it becomes pretty ridiculous.. Becoz we were sitting juz in front of the emergency exit, we cannot tilt back our chairs so pz went to sit in another sit more comfortably then the flight attendant came and told her that she'll have to pay extra to sit there becoz it is a sit with more legroom. -_-''' freaking rubbish... Which is way I suddenly found pz sitting back next to me. Haha.. Super funny. LOL. And there was this annoyed look plastered on her face. HAHA...
At around 1840, we reached Taipei's Taoyuan International Airport (also known as Chiang Kai Shek Airport...) and felt really glad to finally arrive at a strange place, or rather a unfamiliar environment. We decided to go check out the prices separately for the taxi and bus and decide which one we shld take is safer. So as we were walking to check out the bus's price, this 50-ish uncle approached us and offered us NT$1000 (abt S$50) for a trip to our hotel. We had no idea wad to say and since he said he drives a taxi we tot it's fine la. So we went to the car he showed us to. When I saw the car, I had a very bad feeling. All of us felt really weird. Coz it wasn't a taxi at all. It was a red "private" car driven by a china man. I was almost freaking out la. Coz it feels so mucj like those commonly seen malaysia illegal 'taxis' that is really dangerous. So we decided to not take that car and go for other options. As we walked away, the uncle from earlier came over to stop us. So we made up some stupid excuse like we aren't leaving the airport yet, wanting to grab a bite and stuffs and at the same time, continue dragging our luggage as we walk to sorta run away from him. Whew! Lucky he din come chasing after us. We quickly went over to the bus counters and found a bus that goes to our hotel, realizing that for a 2-way trip, it is only NT320 (S$16) per pax. Tt's like almost half price! We thankfully bought the tickets and boarded the bus. The bus travelled under the night sky for a long time then finally it stopped. Most of us were told to alight and board another bus, which we did and the traveling continued. Almost everyone alighted le and we were still on the bus. Then we started worrying and thinkin if we did miss our stop but fortunately we did not. As the last grp of ppl left the bus, the bus driver turned back and said "成都大飯店對嗎?" (he confirmed our destination...) We sighed a relief and nodded our heads saying yes, yes. Then he smiled and drove us to our hotel, on the way introducing us to this very famous beef noodle store. Haha..
We finally reached the hotel, gone through the check-in process then the manager start telling us stuffs and giving us information. really very friendly, a lil over-friendly in fact. Haha.. It was very funny la. It's like we listened to him talk then as he finished we wanted to walk away then he talked somemore kind. And this repeated several times. Lol. But we were really glad for his friendliness and hospitality. :D
We threw down our luggage then we decided to go to the 龍山寺, a famous temple juz one train station away from us. We went to the mrt station, with the hotel manager's directions and bought a card each. It works like an ez-link but they call it 悠遊卡. We travelled to that station and decided to visit the 華西夜市 first coz it's juz nearby. However, it was pretty disappointing la. nothin much de.. We ate 甜不辣, and some dessert thingy. We also went to play arcade for a while. We got owned by the machine. Haha.. dunno 3rd round or sth then game over le. Lol.
Finally, feeling full and satisfied, we made our way back pass the temple. They were preparing for the national day coming in 2 days time. All feeling patriotic, wishing for the country to continue to prosper and such. Haha..
Suddenly I have the urge to walk back so we decided to use the map and find our way back to the hotel. It was kinda fun la. Haha.. But i think pz they all pissed with me coz i made them walk so much. lol. finally back at the hotel, we bathed, watch tv, then slept.

Day 2:
Early morning, we woke up and went to 淡水. It is a place next to the seaside. We arrived there hungry so we visited the Dunkin' Donuts there. The donuts they sell there is really different from the one at Malaysia even though it is the same brand. They have ones with mochi in them and some that's like a puff exterior and many other different de. Very interesting. Then we went to 淡水老街 and practically spent the rest of the day there. In between going over to 八里 and walking on the other streets, me even getting lost. Haha.. What happened was, we were returning from the boat ride to 八里 then they went into watson's, leaving me outside coz i was eating.. then I went in to look for them but i dun find them. Apparently, i found out later, they were at level 2 but I had no idea. Haix.. So I walked to and fro a few times then finally found them waiting for me outside Watson's.. lol.
In the end we wanted to go a lot of other places but no time le so we decided to go back to hotel, put down our bags then come out to 西門町 to shop. Spent another big sum of money then ate Yoshinoya for dinner.
then hotel sweet hotel. :D

Day 3:
Early in the morning, we went to the 國父記念館 and watched some soldiers marching and changing shifts. Coz they have to stand at attention next to the statue of the great man, father of taiwan, so they will change shift every hour. As they change shift, they go through a routine which is very interesting to watch, so we waited for it and video-ed it down. :D
After that, we went to 新光三越, a very famous and high class shopping centre that sells all the branded stuffs... We also went to New York New York, another shopping mall.
After which we went to Taipei 101 to look at the view of taipei from the 89th storey, taking the world's fastest elevator up. It was some experience man...
After that, we went to 五分鋪, did some really crazy shopping there man! All the stuffs were so worth it! Juz walking a few streets and we had our hands full of bags of clothes, bags and wad not. It was pretty crazy.. After shopping for very long and feeling really tired, we decided to return.
On the way, we spotted a 涮涮屋, a shabu-shabu store. Pz has been saying for the past few days that he wants to eat it so we went in to eat. Ordered mixed meat platter with sugarcane soup (it is said that it is refreshing and healthy...) I ate very slowly then end of the day all I had left was meat so I had to eat all the meat at one go.. Scary...
So we spent some time eating and then, made our way back to the hotel.
I had to call my auntie to inform her of our plans tmr, coz intitially wanted to meet her de.. So i went outside on my own to make the phone call. Had to walk very far coz the ones nearby are cardphones. Unfortunately, I finally found the coin phones and tried to call but dunno y cannot call out. So I kept trying. Until a man came to ask me for money. Then i abit scared to stay outside on my own le la. So I went back to the hotel... Brrr~~ Scary...

Day 4:
Early morning we left for 基隆, somewhere in taiwan outside of taipei. We took the 台鐵 for an hour and arrived there. The weather was not very good. It was raining quite badly... We realized we have to take a bus to our destination. Then in order to go to another place, we have a take the bus back then take another bus there. So we first went to 野柳's geological park to see rocks. Haha.. Sounds weird, it is. Lol. go so far juz to see a few pieces of rocks. Haha.. but we did take some pretty nice pics la. However, on the bus on the way there we actually missed the stop so we went all the way to 金山 then turned back. lol. Finally alighting at the correct stop, we tried to walk to the park. The whole day we did a lot of embarrassing stuffs. Lol. First, cyndy accidentaly stepped on some poo but luckily the weather was wet so nothing got stained on her shoe. then I stepped into a puddle of water and practically soaked my shoe. Haix.. really very sad. And also, the ground is very slippery from the rain so we had to walk carefully, especially when we were walkin down the very steep and long flight of stone steps... We were so afraid that we'll juz tumble down. Lol. So after visiting the rocks, we wanted to go to 九份 but it was really raining cats and dogs. We approached some of the locals to ask how long it takes to go there then they say abt an hour but because it is raining very heavily, maybe even longer... Sad la. So in the end we did not go and went back to taiipei instead.
We decided to go to the ferris wheel (the one that appeared in 換換愛) since it was still early. So we made our way there. Actually, we also wanted to visit 忠烈祠 but unfortunately it is closed le. So we took the free shuttle to the ferris wheel mall. On our way there we saw a very very nice rainbow, and it was near where Arashi stays. It is really nice because it is a full arc, instead of the quarter that we always see... really very pretty. Then we were wondering if Arashi saw it. Haha..
Arriving at the ferris wheel, we went up on it, the transparent one (which means we can see what's under our feet) and we got a nice night view of most of taipei. the ferris wheel is not very high up, only 14 mins a round so we did not see alot. Plus the weather that day was really bad so we could not see much or even take pictures.. But it was kinda cool standing in it la coz it's transparent ma. Haha... After that, we shopped in the mall and I bought a few books to read.. Stuffs lidat. :D
After a long while, we took the free shuttle back to the train station, next to it is the shilin night market. So we went in there and shopped more, buying a lot of stuffs. Again... Then I embarrassed myself again. Coz I wanted to eat this 胡椒餅 so we bought one then it was really very hot. As we walked in the crowd, I accidentaly dropped it and yelled a lil. Really very pai seh lo! Coz everyone moved away to let me pick it up then ppl around were all staring and looking to see what has happened. In the end, it's juz me picking up some food from the ground. Then I saw some of the guys nearby like smirking and laughing inwardly la. Argh!! Embarrassing!
Fortunately after that, I did not do anymore of such embarrassing stuffs le. Whew!
After shopping the night market, we decided to go back le. So we took the train and went back to rest.

Wow.. it's really tiring to relate a week's events at one go.. Shall continue some other time. Haha...
Wait for part 2 -----> attending some exciting concert! :D

P.S, if u're too lazy to wait, great cyndy has already done it with pictures! Credits to her!!! Haha...
http://www.cyndycsy.blogspot.com/

ただいま！

2008-10-14T01:12:00.002+08:00

Yoyo!!! I'm back!!! Haha... Missed me? Lol..

Had a really great time at Taiwan (specifically Taipei and Ji Lung...) and it'll be really long to blog abt.. Haha.. So I shall do that in the next few days ba. :D

N... ARASHI's concert was FANTASTIC!!!! Lol. Almost fainted.. *phew...* Haha... Really really didn't regret gg there!!! :P

One of those crazy nights in a loooooong while...

2008-10-05T03:07:00.003+08:00

Since I'm waiting for my hair to dry before I sleep, I'm gonna blog.. Haha...

Tonight was one of those night... Yes, it's been a while.. Actually HM say will bring me go club before sis comes back de. Lol. But we missed the opportunity so we made up for it tonight la. Haha... We went to Pump Room at Great World, juz newly opened de.. Had a few drinks.. Decided the night was still young so then we went over to Clinic at Clarke Quay for sex on the drip... Haha.. Damn shiok la. Very cool drink. Lol. After which we then popped over at Eskibar for another round of drinks. Haha.. So us 3 girls had our fun and chilling session. It was a fun night... :D

Haha.. come to think of it, I think I spent too much money tonight.. But it was worth it la. Coz we all had fun and laughter. Haha... Ok, time to start worrying abt money for IBP le.. :(
Shall start working after I'm back.. Haix...

Counting down 2 days till I'm flying off to Taiwan... Won't be back till next tue.. 14th Oct. So if in urgent need to contact me, pls email me. Thx!
I noe it is a bad time to travel but.. (I would say it's too late to cancel the trip..) In actual fact? I dun wanna miss the trip. Haha... Ok, punish me after I come back k? Very dui bu qi my IBP grpmates.. Sorry! Gomen nasai! I will make up for everything I missed... Really very pai seh... Shall try to get everything don before I leave.. hopefully??? Haix..
Really need help...

k, i tired le.. retiring liao.. ciaoz... **yawns...**

Checkpoint 1.. Done!

2008-09-28T00:36:00.002+08:00

Finally can mark off the first checkpoint for IBP. :D
Haha... Been long since I blogged.. very lazy la. Pai seh.. Haha... I'm not an avid blogger... :P

Ok, so last thur marked the day we sent in our application to SFC. Yay! Finally we sent in and sort of confirmed our story idea le. But it is also the beginning of all the work to be done and all the rushing and stuffs starts. Haix.. Tired sia... But we shall chiong all the way man! It's now or never le. According to what I am hearing and seeing now, it's almost impossible for a poor kid like me to make a short film after I go out into the industry, out from school. The amount you need to make a short film is at least $10,000 man. Tt's a crazy amount for me. So have to put my best into this possibly one last film that I am part of. So add oil girls! We can do it!

Today was at home till night when I joined HM for dinner. We ate KFC. Argh.. more fats... Then we had dessert and met peili n eugene for prata.. Tell me how to lose weight? Haix... Ok, tt aside. I have some funny thing to share. LOL. Juz now me n HM were trying to take a short cut so we went to walk into a dead end. But we could actually jump over a fence and climb up to the top then walk a bit is the bus stop le. So we did juz that. Except that my estimation was so bad that we had problems going up the very steep grass patch. Fortunately there was a sign next to us so I held on to the sign and climb up. in order to fully climb up to the pavement, I had to grab onto the other side of the sign which is too far for me to reach (bad estimation, I said...) lol. So I thought of pushing myself up to grab the other side. Who knows, As I pushed myself up, HM magically appear next to my hand so my hand unconsciously smacked her on the head. LOL. That hurt... Haha... In the end I managed to pull myself up before the 2 of us stood there laughing like mad. (Me feeling kinda apologetic of coz.. But super funny.. ) Haha... So then after laughing for very long, I pulled HM up as well and we continued laughing all the way to the overhead bridge, over the overhead bridge, too the bus-stop, on the bus, until we reach peili n eugene at the prata shop... LMAO!
It was really hilarious. Haha.. Tt's was we call slapstick comedy, I guess. HAHA... I think u have to be there to see the whole incident to be able to laugh as hard as we did. Haha.. Joke of the week! LOL. Still laughing as I'm blogging... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

In the end, it was a fun night. :D

Talking about fun night, last night I met up with JJ, Calvin and their boss for dinner at geylang. Actually, it's coz very long din meet le so went out to meet them since I was free.. In the end, after dinner, xq joined us then we walked down geylang to wait for qam to end work. We had soya bean milk then decided that it was too late le so got calvin and xq to go home first. Me n JJ sat outside qam's workplace, next to the cockroaches and waited until 2.00am.. Haha... I can't believe it myself. Lol. But we talked a lot of crap la. Time juz passed. The benefit is we got a free ride home, I guess... Haha... Sofyan and Erez came at around 2 am and gave us a ride home. So nice. Haha... Thx! Sofyan is still like a brother to me. All the time.. Haha... :D
Oh, did I mention that I was dressed in the worst way possible? Pls take note never to wear a low-cut blouse if you ever want to walk along geylang.. No matter how much u think nothin is gg to happen, it is not true. Well, I can't say I asked for it coz I din noe we are venturing that area. :P Anyway, I did zip up my jacket. But the weather is reallllyyyyy crazy! Whew.. Muz cover up man...

Sick...

2008-09-15T23:24:00.002+08:00

Wish granted... I fell sick le...
N it's suddenly very sick kind,, Haix...
What made it worst was my terrible results... :(

I juz came back from Malaysia, dunno izzit caught the heat or kena bitten by the diseased mosquitos or wad but I was feeling very terrible when I came back. So I went and took a dump, hoping to feel better. Who knows.. Got worst...
After that, I went out to meet qam, Jj, calvin at chinatown. So we were walking.. Then suddenly, I could not take it anymore so I went to vomit in the alley. Then continued feeling like shit until I got home. Tried to vomit again but cannot. So I bathed, drank ice water and popped 8 pills into my mouth. At this moment, I'm already having headaches and body aches. N still feeling miserable. In the middle of the night, I was half asleep and hallucinating when I suddenly have the urge to throw up. So I rushed to the toilet and got everything out. Feeling better, I went back to sleep with continuous headache and body aches.

Early in the morning, I woke up to the worst sms ever received. My exam results... It's the worst results I ever got lo! Dunno what I've been doin man.. Can jump off the building le... Haix... 2.6.. What kind of lousy results lo.. In the end my cumulative GPA of 3.1 got pulled down to 2.9... Not even a 3 la!
WA..... The worst!!!!!

Now feeling worst than anything.... ARGH!!!!

Cried for the first time in years...

2008-09-08T01:43:00.003+08:00

Ok, for the first time in years, I cried over a movie. Coz it's super sad!!! Wa.. cannot take it...
It's like tap open, like how my fren and I describe it. Then like cannot stop that kind. Terrible...
In the end cry till my eyes damn pain then fell asleep. Haha...

I think it's important for females, no matter wad age, to take note that if you're wearing a skirt, be careful. Because it is really quite a turn-off for a female to see what they dun wanna see. I've experienced quite a number of times already and it was really bad. I can't imagine how others thought. Especially for those middle-aged women. Yes, it seems like they don't care. Haha... Seeing them 'zao geng' is definitely not a nice sight at all... So, be really careful and sit properly. Somehow, I think skirts and dresses is a way to train your etiquette? Haha... I myself am not a skirt person so there are times I forgot that I'm wearing a skirt as well... So, juz be careful. Take note when you are sitting, goin up or down staircases/escalators, even at shopping malls or places where there's a look-thru pane of glass from the basement, avoid walking near the side. Walk on the far end... Coz ppl can see!!! Haha...

Another thing I noticed is another disadvantage of woman... I was at Hougang then I saw this really hot lady walking past. She was in a tight-fit short dress and stilettos, showing off her damn hot legs... I din see her face la, but I tot her figure was good enough le. Haha...
Ok, main point is, the next moment, I saw several mothers walking past with their kids and husbands.. The contrast was really painful. Y is it that women will change to become fatter, uglier, less attractive after they get married and give birth to kids? I mean, look around.. How many mothers out of so many can still doll themselves up and look attractive after they get married and have kids? I dun deny that it is because of the laziness but seriously, it is juz very sad to see.
At the Baby Fair, I see so many once pretty women sacrificing themselves to become pregnant, which means becoming fatter and (sometimes) uglier, for the baby and the father. Well, it could be that they want to have the baby themselves but why is it only the women suffering?
When that hot lady in Hougang walked past, every single men turned their heads to stare. Even those husbands. So why is it that men juz dun be satisfied with what they have? This dissatisfaction is what's been causing the affairs and divorce, isn't it?

What a miserable world we are living in...

I AM FASTING!

2008-09-01T00:38:00.003+08:00

Damn sad.. I lost my spectacles.. In my hse, on my bed! Can you believe it? I think I fell aslppe with it then morning when I woke up, I combed the whole place but can't find it. *Shocked* Haix.. Damn sad la...

Ok, main point is... I finally decided and set down to do it. I am fasting. Haha... I'm hoping that it'll be fun. Lol. Chance to lose weight also.. hopefully. Really starting to dislike looking into the mirror le. Haha.. Better lose a bit of weight before I become anorexic... Eh, actually not a bad idea also.. Haha.. No la no la.. Really fasting but got other reasons to it also... :D
Yup, so the meaning to fasting means cannot eat, drink and ahem... alot of other things also cannot do la. So, I'm going to discipline myself and quit all those activities for the time being. Being guai girl k? Haha... Let's hope I can persevere.. If not the price I have to pay is very high... Haha... So, add oil girls! We can do it! Haha...
**IMPT!: No offence, I dun mean anything rude to the religion... I totally respect it. :D

I think Singapore is very very small. I've been going to the same few places for the past few days. Going again to the same place tmr. Like damn sian le... Is there anywhere else we can go??? Haix.. But what to do, living in a small country has its pros and cons la.. Juz make the best out of it ba...

Oh, I've been asked to go back to Kim Tian to work. What I thought was a misunderstanding wasn't totally a misunderstanding...
What happened was, the lady boss suddenly messaged me one day telling me to rest for 2 months because she already found another part-timer to work. Then I was like.. "huh?" Coz my holidays are coming le then 2 months later I will start sch le. So, what's the point? And the thing is, they know I having holidays de lo.. Damn ridiculous. So I called up my colleague to find out what's happening then she like not willing to talk abt it so I tot they are in it together la. Who knows... today when I called my colleague again, I realized what happened. But whether it's true to a large extent anot I dunno la...
Anyway, the lady boss suddenly msged me last night asking if I can go work next sat. Then of coz I not happy go back la. Coz I dun wan to be at her beck and call even though I am very free ma.. So I did not reply her lo.. Then juz now I wanted to call her but couldn't get through... Then I decided to call up my colleague to find out what's happening... After the call with her, I realized that she asked a pregnant woman to go try out, sort of like replacing me. Then dunno izzit she want to cut cost or what, she told me not to go work. So then apparently she want to send that pregnant woman to another outlet after they finish training her de. I also dunno why but she suddenly ask me to go back when she say she'll ask me to go back after oct de. Damn weird la. But super ridiculous. Even my colleague got say she tell her that I will definitely not go back de. Coz you suddenly tell someone to "rest for 2 months".. Who also will not happy de ma. I feel like I've been treated badly la. I mean, think abt it. U ask me to go then I go then you ask me come back then I come back. I'm so not doing that lo...
Anyway, finally, after the call, I decided not to go back so I msged the boss telling her I'm not gg back le. Haha.. Now, need to find another job le la. But shld be easy for me de la. Since I'm up for any challenges! Well... most la. Haha...

Die le la... BTT drawing near but I haven study.. Die le.. haix...

Analysis of HUMAN nowadays...

2008-08-30T23:21:00.004+08:00

Why are humans all like that? Once they have a whole table of good food placed in front of them, they will neglect the bread and water that has kept them alive for months and juz lavish on the good food. It is really disappointing. I have no idea what to say... I daresay I am not someone like that. Or I hope I'm not and will not be... Sometimes I will be forgiving but seriously, hu on earth doesn't have a limit? I dunno what is the 'correct' thinking anymore these days... And this is not the first time I experienced this..

As the saying goes, "one type of rice feeds ten types of people". I agree totally. As mentioned above is one kind of person. Then there are other kinds...
Ok, let's say A has a bf known as B. Then both A & B has a fren named C. Then C is the best fren of A. Becoz A and C are such best frens, they always think of each other naturally. Then becoz B is A's bf, he naturally want to spend time with A and dun want C around. But sometimes, C has no choice but ended up around A. (Many many reasons) Then B gets angry and takes it out on C for no reason. Thus, C who is the innocent party gets shot down. So C, because she dun wan to spoil any relationship between anyone, has to sacrifice and try very hard not to get in the way of A and B... Like if C wants to leave them alone, C also has to make sure herself got company so A & B can go off peacefully. Now, C also muz stop her jokes coz apparently B is unhappy... But C still dun understand why she has to go through so much just because of B. C is now very unhappy and very emo... N C has no one to tok to!!!! @!#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*@#$%^&!~!@#$%^&*$%^_(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$

I'm sorry to vent here again but as you can read above, I got no one else to tok to...
If you need translations, 我没有其他人可以对他们说!
Argh!!!

SECRETS...

2008-08-30T00:09:00.004+08:00

I think I'm really bad at keeping secrets la. Haix.. I mean secrets abt myself. Other ppl's secrets I die also won't leak de unless I am allowed to. Hee.. Dunno leh.. Like when I have secrets abt myself, I will feel very uncomfortable and I will want to say it out to make myself feel better. But wad are the consequences after you say it out? I wonder... Pls dun let me regret my choice k? Thx.. I noe you won't.. I appreciate it. :D
I was talking to my fren abt this. She say that I shldn't worry too much. How is it I want others to know me as? What am I afraid of? Actually, I really dunno... It's probably how I'm afraid others will think and do that makes me not want to say it ba. Maybe I will tell when the time is right... Maybe... Dun force me for it k?
I was doing some really hard thinking tonight man.. I alomost forgot to get off the train. First time in my life I forgot to alight from the train. Haha.. I blame it on tiredness and killing too much brain cells. Haha...
More and more ppl noe le la. Anyway...

Today I heard some shocking stuffs that made me want to clear things immediately. So I msged and want to talk. But in the end, as expected, din have a chance to talk. But thanks for the effort. :D We will talk sometime soon k? Long time since we had some heart-to-heart talk le.. Waiting...

Oh, did I mention that I FINALLY registered for Driving @ BBDC? Haha.. Yep! N I'm taking my basic theory test on the 18th Sep. :D Wish me luck!

Lol. Hope I did not make my post too emo again. Lol. There are times when a person has a lot to say but dun have the opportunity to say it out loud to somebody so this is my vent la. Haha... Will be over once all these emo thought are over. Hee.. I wonder when... lol.

OK, time to get some beauty sleep!

FSV Chalet 2008

2008-08-28T02:29:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of the chalet+BBQ for this yr. It also marks the end of the second last sem for us. So close, we are nearing the end. I guess there will be lesser and lesser then finally no more of this kinda gathering le. Everyone will be busy with their own stuffs and then boom! we dun see each other anymore... It seems so sad...

This time round's chalet is not as fun as the previous time, I feel.. Well, people noe each other more le so maybe the way they think and feel is different.. Perhaps?
But I still miss the previous chalet when all of us are juz playful innocent kids that comes to play... Things really happens in a short period of time and changes everything.. Dun it?
I tot more ppl from the other cohort will come but I was wrong. I dunno y they did not want to come. I tot we became closer after this sem le.. Maybe it's not enough ba.. Kinda disappointed but it's their choice la.

So the chalet ended today, then we went to return the bicycles... MY SLIPPER BROKE! Super sad. Tot I had to go home barefooted but lucky Jerry got extra slippers can lend me. Haha.. But like very big so hae to drag a bit lidat. Lol. After returning the bicycles, we went for brunch, then went to arcade for a while. Not really fun but acceptable la.. Then after that we left for home.. Very very tired.. All of us slept on the train like nobody's business. Haha..
I finally reached home. I immediately went to bathe then ate some snacks then fell asleep le. Until night falls, dad woke me up to eat dinner... Dinner was great, as usual.. Mee Sua. Haha... Then after dinner, met up with Peili to watch movie and shop. Hee...

Hui Min went to pick up her bf, we tot so not joining us le but she still came in the end! Haha.. I bought a pair of heels, then me n peili both bought a polo-t each and we went to buy mixer for the Rum I brought home and finally, we went in to watch the movie.
The movie we watched was 4Bia... *SPOILERS HERE! STOP READING IF YOU WANT TO WATCH THE MOVIE!!!!*
Yup, so 4bia is actually a movie consisting of 4 stories. Before I watched it, I tot it would be sth worth the price.. Coz 4 stories in one ma. Hu noes, after I watched it, I feel so tired when the 4th story started. Haha... Coz it's quite tension filled lo. Haha..
The 1st story (Happiness) is abt this girl who started sms-ing a stranger then realize that 'he' is not a human... This one not very nice. Ok only.. But you can feel the tension la. Coz it's all confined to the tiny room the girl is in. But the story sure has a lot of fore-shadowing.. "unluckiness is usually followed by good fortune..."
The 2nd story (Tit for Tat) is abt these group of bullies that bullied a poor boy until he had no choice but to curse them. However, in the end he himself also died from the curse. this story I super dun like coz it's gore. Hate gore.. But the story itself has motivation la. So it's alright. Juz dun like the gore parts.. Eeee...
The 3rd story (In The Middle). Haha... this is my favourite one. Coz it's super funny! Story is abt 4 guy frens who went on a hiking trip together. On the first night, they talked abt ghosts and death. Then one of the fren said if he were to die, he'll come back and haunt the person sleeping in the middle. Then the next day they went kayaking then the raft capsized. So the fren hu said he would come back to haunt the one in the middle was not found. Apparently, he was lost in the water. Then the other 3 remembered his words and no one wants to sleep in the middle so they ended up sleeping in a triangular shape. HAHA.. Super funny la. Then suddenly, the fren came back to their camping ground. Initially, they thought it's good to have him back. But gradually, they realize that he must be dead already and do not know that himself is dead. Finally, the guy saw his own body and realize he's dead. then goes through all the frantic moments of them being afraid and all and then the story ends with a twist that you'll laugh damn hard at. HAHA. Really, shld watch this one.. Lol.
Lastly, the 4th story (Last Fright) is abt this air stewardess who has to fly solo with a Princess. But the Princess keeps picking on her so she decided to teach her a lesson. However, things became serious and she had to fly solo again with the Princess. This time round, the Princess is a corpse. So the rest of the story is showing how she deals with the fears and the hauntings, even to the extent of disturbing the pilots until he tied her to a chair FACING the Princess. Apparently, the reason she was picked on was because she was fooling around with the Princess's husband.... Finally, the plane landed and the authorities boarded the plane to find a shocking sight...

Haha.. Really tiring man, the movie. But dun feel so scared after watching it. Ok only..
After the movie, we continued to go drink and chill until 2am then we split up and went home le. Haha.. It was a fun night. Thx for watching the movie with me gals! :D

Another end..

2008-08-25T00:59:00.001+08:00

Today marks the end of another job in another place. For the past 2 days, I've been working as an events assistant at a STB career fair at AMK Hub.

It is another experience la. Like see more of the ugliness in mankind... Things lidat... Kinda sian actually. Tt's y I do not like to be in the tertiary industry. But it was my fren's recommendation la. Plus I no money to spend le so need some extra cash.. Lol. It was kinda fun coz first time working with the girls ma. Haha... But seriously, the ppl's greedy and kiasu attitude. Even the kids! Which is what makes it even terrible. People are like crowding around us and the free gifts like zombies.. You haven seen it lo. I can't not be ashamed to call myself a Singaporean... Really very disappointing... Damn sian...

But anyways, it's all over le. Haha... My fren told me to contact her if I wanna join her field... Lol. I guess when I'm really desperate for jobs ba... Haha.. When I have to start eating bread and water maybe.. Or when my passion has died off...? Haha.. Let's see.. I'm not someone who plans too far ahead so I guess it's ok ba. Lol.

I very interested to watch the upcoming horror movie, 4bia, but scared to sleep alone. Haha.. Think I will get someone to watch with me then overnight at her place or get her to come to my place. Hee...

I'm too tired of trying so hard le so I'm deciding to give up. Pls do not let me change my mind again.. I'm trying damn hard....

Angry and pissed...

2008-08-22T18:59:00.003+08:00

The events today dunno y juz builds up on my rage... Very annoyed. Argh!!
Feel so stressed. Haix...
Also dunno where to start from and how to end. Think I'll juz leave it hanging...
Where are you when I need you???

I've decided le. I'm goin to stop trying le. It's really taking too much out of me...
The disappointment, the fear, the building phobia... I dunno what I'm thinking and doin le...

I might not be going chalet le. Feeling very sick and tired... Physically and emotionally...

Last Day!

2008-08-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

Finally! The last day at the Baby Fair. I finally got rid of breasts and pumps. Haha.. Cheers!

But this weekend got another long job. At AMK Hub somemore.. Sianz sia... But, it shld be fun coz working with the girls (poly de) for the first time. Haha.. Hope everything works out for the best! :D

Now hanging out overnight at macdonald's. Haha.. For fun. Super bo liao la.

But my bro's fren come join us then we talk a lot of rubbish. Haha.. Including lame and super coooold jokes. Now I shivering le. Haha.. The party room really very cold...

Damn fun.

More Randomness....

2008-08-20T23:26:00.001+08:00

One thing about working in town is that you get to see good-looking guys! Haha... But really in Singapore you see more pretty girls than handsome boys. Quite sad la.. Like handsome guys appear really rarely la. But the consolation is, in Ngee Ann City, can see quite a number of Japanese. Haha.. Be it my-age ppl, or little kids. ALL SO CUTE!!! Haha... Not bad not bad...

Trying to strike off a conversation with "walau" is not a good idea. Coz the impression with the guy is totally ruined le. Trust me, I experienced it... But nvm la, it's maybe juz lose another acquaintance only lo. Not even considered a fren. Haha...
That day I actually tried to find out a GIRL's name. Lol. It's for my colleague lo. Haha.. Plus I thought it's quite fun. That was the first time I tried to "pick up" a girl and I actually used the worst pick up line. LOL. I can't even believe it myself but I juz blurted it out. Haha.. Now I understand a guy's pain when they try to pick up girls. Haha.. It's really not something everyone can do it with a flick of their thumb! Haha... Really...

I was listening to songs and thinkin about things when a thought crossed my mind. I thought it's quite romantic when a guy calls up a girl and ask her to listen to a new song he juz composed. Like quite sweet rite? I think it's super romantic if the guy is someone you like. But if it's someone you dun like... tt's another thing to consider le ba, I guess.. Haha... Well, at least it's a better way to flirt with a girl than using some lousy pick up lines rite?? LOL. Still can't believe I did that!

End of Year 3, Sem 1

2008-08-19T00:45:00.003+08:00

It's FINALLY over!! Yes, I can finally use the word. Lol.

Today is the media law exam, the last and final step to complete the sem and I did it! I tot it was impossible but it seems like I've completed my poly diploma halfway le. Haha.. Now wad's left is the IBP (final yr project). Whew!
Well, it did not start off well because so far I've missed one meeting and most prob the second one too.
The paper is kinda difficult for me. Maybe coz I'm not prepared. N I did not manage to finish it! So I can say "Yes, I did not do my best for this paper. It could be better and I deserve whatever lousy grade I'm getting for this" Well, anyways, it's over so I shall not think abt it until results period ba. Lol.

As for work, I'm counting down another 3 days. 3 more days and I can say goodbye to breastpumps, pregnant woman, crying babies, and stingy singaporeans le. Haha.. How I'm so looking forward to it. Lol. N all that standing.. gosh!

So today we had the test then we went for lunch/dinner. Wanted to go out but then cancelled coz lack of participants. Haha... In the end we went drinking at bukit timah market after waiting very long for the producer's meeting to end. Super sian. I fell asleep on the table in alumni lor.. Very tired... So we drank some beer and talked rubbish. Frankly speaking, when you are of a certain age, the conversations between you n ur frens juz can't seem to leave sex and stuffs like that. LOL. But it was some enriching information I guess. And there were a few really funny jokes too! Haha...

Then wanted to meet HM but coz too tired so juz went back home le. Plus the bus to home came first so I juz boarded it lo. Haha...

Then the bus travelled for like until near Indus road then I decided to alight and walk home from there. Damn crazy but yes, I did that. Lol. Maybe coz I felt guilty for spending too much money today. Haha... The distance from where I alighted, to home is abt the length of Orchard. From Wisma to Plaza Singapura, I think... Coz the bus overshot then stopped quite far away then had to walk back. But seriously, can't believe I walked that distance on my own. Well, I've got music to keep me company so I guess that makes the walking a better experience ba. Haha... But it was seriously a nice walk la. Cooling, refreshing and lets you think abt things... Not bad actually.

As I was walking, I realized that it's the 7th month on the lunar calendar. Haha.. That's a bad sign. But lucky it's not on those scarier nights where there's ppl burning joss papers and making offerings so it's not as scary la. Plus it's not too late so there are still people walking around. :D

Ya, as I said, I did some thinking, which mostly I still dun have an answer for. I think life's too complicated. Many things have to be said out loud to be understood. Which is a pain. However, not all people needs someone to say out loud to understand. So Y is it that some people needs others to say out loud to understand? I mean, there's a reason for creating "subtle", "in between the lines" rite? To let ppl understand without saying out loud rite? Seriously...

あなたわ大嫌い！

The thinnest of all lines...

2008-08-17T03:06:00.002+08:00

I juz got home. A very tiring day.

Qamariah's dad juz passed away... My condolences...

I can feel her sadness but she's always trying to act so strong in front of others which just makes people worry more for her.
But I gave her some of my power with that hug la. Hope she gets it. Glad that she's staying strong though.. For her mother and brothers as well as her relatives...

I always thought that the thinnest line in the universe is the line separating life and death. Juz a misstep could get you on the other side and it's, I'll say USUALLY, a one way traffic.

On my way back, the taxi uncle and I were having a conversation. We were saying how pointless it is to come to this world, live a few decades then leave this world. A vicious cycle which brings with it lots of ugly things such as emotions and thus leaving many strings attached when you leave. Then comes sadness and crying and all. It seems really quite pointless at times. Prompting me to ponder the "y?" in it...

It could be too complicated for me to understand.....

Bro's 誕生日 party!

2008-08-16T04:38:00.001+08:00

Haha.. Today's bro's bdae. N it was a loooooong day for me. Haha...

The day started off with us gg to pray in the morning. Then me n bro went to buy chewy junior then we went home. I slacked a bit then fell asleep. Then finally gg to leave hse le. But mum called to go downstairs to pray so went to pray. Then left for RV. Who knows RV last min cancelled... leaving Qam stranded there. In the end, no idea where to go so I was like loitering near my hse void deck. Finally we decided to have the long-awaited shopping spree. Also to get my bro's present la. Haha.. We went to vivocity.

At Vivocity, we were walking around.. I bought my present and we got food then we were walking when we got stopped by a guy. He told us to help him do survey. So we spent the next 15 to 20 minutes to do the longest survey I ever did. Then as we thought we juz wasted our time, the guy pulled out free Gloria Jean's coffee vouchers for us. Haha.. ok la, not that bad.. We din really waste our time la. Haha... After that, we walked around a bit more then went to get our free coffees then sat down. We talked abt a lot of things then we left Vivo le... Qam went to hospital then I went to change bus to queensway.

After reaching queensway, I realized I'm stranded there. So called fren and then bro n his frens picked me up from Ikea. Cool car. Had a very powerful trip from queensway to depot. Haha.. Coz the guy is a fan of the drift so he actually modified his car and his driving technique also not bad. Lol. He's actually quite hot and cool if not for his humorous character. LOL. But they are all very nice ppl la. Haha...

So we met up with the rest of the ppl. Including my cousin n his fren. Then we had Botak Jones at Depot road then continue to talk rubbish. Until HM comes with the cake. Haha... She was forced to come down coz of the cake. Actually she wanna sleep at home de. Lol. Yup, so we finally finish eating after a very very long while then we head down to Pearl Centre to wait for more ppl. It was a bad choice to put the cake in that guy's car. Shld have put it in my cousin's car. Coz after that, we will see the cake in a very bad shape. LOL.

So we were at pearl's centre. Then comes the 3rd car. So in the end, we have 3 cars and 1 motorcycle blocking the bus lane. LOL. Then all of us standing on the pavement like some illegal gathering. Haha.. I suddenly tot of a scene in Hongkong movies where gangs will actually park their cars along the roads then tok and smoke on the pavement. LOL. That was wad exactly happened! Haha... Then after very very long, finally the person we waiting for turned up. Then we moved on to Party World (Shenton Way branch) Haha...

Lol, everyone was confused where we were going until we reached the place. The funny thing is, they always frequent the place de. But they are not familiar with saying it as "Shenton Way that one". LOL. But in the end everyone reached the right place la. Haha... On the way there, everyone was like playing on the road la. Like pumping up the engine then racing, skidding and drifting kinda thing. It looks really dangerous la, but fun at the same time. HAHA. The funny thing is they proved the point that in Singapore, the most you can speed is from one traffic light to the next. LOL. Super true!

At party world, we quickly took out the cake (it's already like gg to fly off the base le. Haha...) and made my bro blow the candles. Made a wish and blew! We made it. It was 12am sharp when the candles went out. Then they played arpund with the cake and all. Haha.. Super funny la. Then we finally settled down and sang. Eventually, a group of them went to play card games and drink martell. After some time, I joined in. Then became play heart attack and drink weird drinks. Like the loser will drink something the winner concoct out of whatever edible food we have in the room. LOL. Lucky me. I lost once but the guy give chance because I'm the birthday boy's sister plus I'm a GIRL. Haha... Tt's the advantage. Lol. The boys play till damn crazy la. Add cake and watermelon and all. Haha... But it was fun la... The day ended with the karoake session coming to an end then we split up and went back home le. Huimin and Baohui n her bf went back earlier coz they very tired. The rest of us left the place at 4am.

By the time I reached home, it's around 4.30 le. It was a really fun day...
Happy 20th Birthday, Bro! :D

Having illusions... Bad Habits...

2008-08-14T23:27:00.001+08:00

I think I've been seeing so many pregnant women to the extent that where ever I go, I'm seeing them. Or so I thought. Which is serious because I will unconsciously walk with much more care than needed. Haha...

Finally feeling better now. The whole day I've been feeling like shit. Too much drinking and breathing I guess. Lol. Shall cut down! Yes. I will. Haha...

Recently, I've got a few very bad habits. That is, to sleep on the bus. Whether I'm standing or sitting down, I will fall asleep. When I'm standing, I will suddenly jerk awake and realize I'm in standing position. The worst is when I'm sitting. I will actually nod and lean towards the strangers sitting beside me. Like to the extent of almost lying on them le. Haha... I dunno how to stop it. Lol. Think too tired le la. Another bad habit is I will actually fall asleep on my bed at night, facing my computer, lights on. This I kena scolded for a million times le but I also dunno how to stop it. Lol. Especially when msn-ing or when I blogging. Then will fall asleep halfway then ppl will be like.. "did she fall asleep???" LOL.

I need some rest!!!
lol.

Another job, another environment...

2008-08-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

I played with breasts.
HAHA! What are you thinking??

Today is my second day at work. Actually not supposed to go but I mixed up so I continued staying there to work. Haha... This is my first time doing promoting job and it is at a Baby Fair selling baby products, and things pregnant woman uses la. I think this is the first time I've seen so many pregnant women, moms, and dads, even children at one go in a single place. It's seriously scary. What they say about Singapore having not enough population is seriously quite rubbish. I think there are enough pregnant women lo. Not to mention most are RICH ones...

Ya, so.. My job scope includes promoting breast pumps, the accessories, other baby products like swaddleme, even the Zaky. Haha.. The breast pumps are Medela ones. It is supposed to be quite famous and popular. even hospitals use it kind. Lol. There are actually a few kinds. There's the manual ones, the electric pumps and the dual pumps. The electric ones are branched even further to whether or not has stimulation kinds. It's really quite a variety la. So then we have the fake breasts there (the ones sold in adult shops) to demo the pumps lo. So it's quite interesting la. We also sell highchairs and some award-winning chairs and loungers (rockers) under the brand Bloom for kids to use from birth till a certain weight/age depending on the model.

Generally, the job is fun but it is also strenous, boring and demanding. Btw, there's no commission so I kinda heck care a lot la. Haha.. But naturally will go and like promote the products.. then if customer buy, you will feel a sense of satisfaction also. Haha..
Like today I told the guy to go over and see what customers want then he sold a chair that's S$800. Damn good rite? Haha.. Some customers juz shock u la. Haha.. Like suddenly without even promoting, they juz say they want it kinda thing. Quite cool. LOL.

Anyway, I took 3 days to finally complete this post. Super tired! Today I actually fell asleep STANDING on the bus then like kept on nearly falling. think I look like some crazy woman or sth. Lol. Imagine I really fall and juz sleep on the ground... I'll probably find myself in a hospital when I wake up ba.. Haha...

Last day? Pui!

2008-08-09T00:38:00.002+08:00

Today is supposedly the last day of sch where we finish our assignments and all. But, it seems like there's still uncompleted assignments. Haha.. So, it's not the last day after all...

For post-pro, we still couldn't figure out how to do the superimpose properly so guess have to ask him again... Then the doc pro also not completed coz a lot of things here and there. Last of all is the test that I'm dreading. Media Law final exam is on the 18th of Aug. Tell me, when can a holiday truly be considered one? Haha.. Maybe when I go Taiwan. Yoohoo!!! LOL.

Today was another day of work and stay in sch till 9pm. Well, we stayed till 9.30pm... Anyway, after that, we went to Macs to eat dinner. Then tok crap and complained and whine until finally realized it is very late le then we made our way home.

I boarded the 61 then I realized that I need to buy bread n newspaper. Then tot I shld stop at Holland V change bus but forgot to get off the bus. Maybe too tired... In the end, I stopped at some ulu place then walked to the nearby shell station to buy the stuffs. Quite dark, quite scary...

After buying, went back to the bus stop and suddenly remembered that I might have juz missed my last bus. Checked the board and I was right but then saw another bus coming so quickly flagged and I boarded the bus. Whew! Heng sia.. If not have to waste cab fare. Damn broke le...

Tmr start work le. Frankly speaking, I never worked as a promoter before. So like quite scared. Dunno what will happen... Haix.. See how lo. Haha.. But I'm so going to use the money I earned on the things I wanna buy man.. It's a motivation of some sort ba. Haha..

Much to talk about... Since I'm DAMN free...

2008-08-05T12:00:00.002+08:00

When a person is poor, it's really sad. the way you view at things also different.

What determines if a person is poor or not is if he or she has a job. Without a job, there's no income so then you're poor. And because you are poor, you will not dare to spend money as freely as you used to. Then leads to you thinking twice, thrice, before you spend any money. Even when you are buying food, you will look for the cheapest one that you can eat. That's how sad life is. N how practical it can be.

In conclusion, I'm jobless now until coming weekend, which means I'm really broke. But there's so many things that I need to spend money on. The jobs I got this coming holiday also not enough earnings.. Haix.. Help!!!

I need to spend for driving lessons and tests, guitar, nintendo DS, shopping, etc. There's juz too much! N not enough money. Oh ya, and I'm gg abroad.. that one at least got a bit covered by dad... Haix.. y is it that all the jobs I managed to get are all low pay de? :(

I've got a bit of an issue lately regarding the age I look like. I feel that I'm currently looking like a not here nor there age. Meaning, not young or old. Like in-between. Why do I say that?

I go to Macdonald's for student meal, then they doubt that I'm a student and wants to check my card. Then on the other side, even worse, I go clubbing or buy alcohol and they want to check my card. Clubbing is the worst because those stupid bouncers can look at my card and tell me I'm underaged. -_-'''
Pls la, maths fail at least juz go remember the YEAR for the 18 year olds la. I'm 19 le leh! Terrible!

So, feel kinda insulted. Haix.. That day go buy alcohol with my frens then kena checked again. Usually if I buy alcohol or 4D/toto on my own, I won't get checked de. But recently dunno izzit my dressing or wad then keep kena checked when I buy with my frens. LOL. Then fren was like saying: "Y everytime I'm with you guys I will get ID-ed? I dun get it when I'm alone." That kinda thing. Quite sad la. Look suspicious. LOL.

Me is super pissed now coz I've been waiting for stupid xq for the past 2 hours! She stupidly bring home the key to the post room on level 9 then there's NO SPARE KEY. So I can't do my work. Why did I wake up so early to come sch? *Annoyed..@#$%^&*
Haix.. N she's taking a very long time... I'm getting really bored here... ALONE!!!

Got the urge to go chill later. Haha.. but dunno wad time will be free. Not many ppl hu I can ask... Tt's the thing when you are in FSV and you plan to meet ppl outside. You dunno wad time you can make it. Haix... (Ya I noe I sighing alot...)
*_*! Looking forward to the IBP meeting later. Yes, Finally...

Dying...

2008-08-04T00:15:00.001+08:00

It's 12.15am le. But I still haven start studying... Die.. LOOK AT MY PREVIOUS POST! Tt was in the morning when I say I wanna study de. Slacked the whole day! Terrible.. Haix... Save me...

Sleep.. Most essential of all things...

2008-08-03T13:18:00.002+08:00

Yes! For the first time in what seems like a million years, I finally got my perfect sleep. - More than 10 hrs n no one disturbing. Damn good! Haha...

Sleep is a really essential thing for everyone because sleep can affect many things such as your eyesight, your brain functionality and basically your health generally. Having enough sleep is a good basic in life because there are many illnesses that are slowly built up and some are because of lack of sleep.

Anyways, today had some rest le. Tmr got 2 tests and I haven study! Lol... But after tmr, finally some modules are cleared le. Then left that few to rush.. GOSH! It's back to the "so many things to do but not enough time" period le. Haix.. Save me!!!

It's ok.. We've survived so much crisis until now, we will get over it.
Gambatte! we can do it de!!!

Dunno if I got bitten by insect or it's just a bad pimple.. My mouth there got something then suddenly swell. Look like shit now. Swollen and all. Haix.. Tmr wear scarf go sch. LOL.

Kk, shall go study soon. LOL. :D

In school... Again?

2008-08-02T03:02:00.002+08:00

3am in the morning and I'm in school again, overnight. Today, our bedroom is a staff room on level 7. Haha..

Yes, it's the first day of the 7th lunar month and I'm doing the most extreme thing by staying out. Haix.. Prepared to get a lashing tmr morn le. Reason I'm here is because we stayed to help out in Calvin's TVC shoot then it got really late. Actually the plan is to take cab or NR5 home de but in the end, to save money, we ended up here. Haha.. So finally decided to take the first bus home tmr. Hee... Then have to rush home, bathe, then leave hse again for another long day. Lol.

Btw, here got me, qammie, jj, hari, pradip, dx, and yinghao. LOL. Quite weird combi. Haha... But we had fun toking la. Now we are in 2 separate cubicles so I can blog. Hee.. For the past 30 mins, everyone keep saying they want to sleep but they are still talking NOW. Lol. Let's see wad time they goin to sleep... LOL.

We were talking about ghost... Haha...

Oh, just now we saw roadblock outside the sch. Tot we will see some action but in the end not much la. Haha..
This made me think of an issue. Y can ppl, when they witness an accident, just look on and not offer help? The worst is they actually take out their camera phones and try to photograph the event for their own fun of it. It is just plain ridiculous. N not to mention, cruel. First, for wadeva reason, you refuse to lend a hand to help. Then, you happily take pictures by the side. How can a human being, my own breed, be so unfeeling? I really can never understand.
I realized they've ban these kind of photo-taking. It is now illegal le.

ARASHI CRISIS!

2008-08-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

Ohno has gottten himself into real big trouble... GOSH! *prays he doesn't get into more trouble*

A few days ago, pz sent me links to articles that says that Arashi is in trouble. O_O!!!
Apparently, because they are so popular now, the reporters dug up past time stuffs and tries to get them into deep shit. N, they really did get into deep shit. On the eventful day, there were news about him smoking marijuana and getting involved in 3P activity. The company denied the smoking of the marijuana totally and then said that he did hang around with the girls then but the 3P thing did not take place AT ALL. I knew it is like that all along de ma! It's the trust! But, apparently, when you are a celebrity, you dun get as much chance. Haix... Feel very worried for him. The thing is, if this gets really serious and he gets kicked out of the group or even worst, the company, there will be too much loss to handle. Because the around asia concerts will have to be cancelled. N in past experiences, Johnny's way of doing things is they will somehow make the rest of the group volunteer to be punished to lessen the guilt or things lidat. Basically, the whole group will get into trouble de lo. Haix.. How? Very very worried... Please please dun let anything bad happen k? Haix.. I was still looking forward to the concert that I am attending in Taipei de... :(

*Prays very hard*

Finally.

2008-08-01T01:25:00.002+08:00

Finally in soooooo long, this is the first night that I have nothing to do. HAHA.. So happy!

Of coz, there are other things to be happy abt la. But really happy. LOL.

*Fell asleep while typing this post* HAHA!!!

*Wake up le*:
OK, now sch's almost over le. left with post-pro and doc-pro then 3 more tests/exams and I can officially say school has ended! Haha.. Because next sem is just spending the whole sem focusing on IBP (final year project) le.

BUT, at the rate that we are going, it looks really bad. Worst come to worst, we'll be sent to do IAP (Industrial attachment) for half a year. Actually not that bad an idea la. I mean, if we really cannot make it then it could be a way out. HOWEVER, for now, I shall not demoralize me n my grp mates k? We will make our IBP a real damn good project! YES! Haha...

Oh, btw, some background abt our group... We are an all girls' group so the more we shldn't fail. The funny thing is, everyone says that an all girls' group is the first in history but when I went working at some production hse during the holidays and met a senior, she says that these kinda grps happened before and she's in one of them. Haha. Quite weird la. Anyway, we still dun have a story and according to schedule, we are supposed to have finalized the script 2 weeks later, which is the end of sem. So it's really bad. Later, hopefully, the meeting that we planned for so many times would finally take place and we can get things settled. Really kinda worried sia.. Haix... Oh, and our lecturer is Lau Chee Meng. He is a very nice guy and he is really experienced to be able to teach us things very well but it is his first time being advisor for an IBP group. So... I wonder... how things willl turn out... LOL.

Feeling sick.. Falling sick...

2008-07-31T12:06:00.000+08:00

Ok, I officially announce, I am falling sick!

Sore throat, flu, blocked nose, headache, feeling uncomfortable all over. What else is it? Really feeling very sick these days. Better not anyhow eat le. Haix.. Blame it on the fried food, chocs, bad weather, and bad activities these few weeks. TERRIBLE!

But, I am taking care of myself. Juz had food, popped pills into my mouth. Now resting. Haha.. Hope tmr it will be better. :D

It's really a pain to be sick man. Like pain all over and things like that. Especially when you have a sore throat. The worst! Can't even swallow your saliva. Gosh... I think fever and cough is still okay. Cough is bad if you are in a situation where you can't cough. Haha.. Then.. all the best la. LOL. There was once I was in the middle of morning assembly, singing Majulah, then suddenly I have the urge to cough. Then you know the feeling if you cough then things will happen kinda thing. I remember there was the SARS period then everyone's feeling sick. So during the singing of the national anthem, quite a number of ppl coughed. Then at the end of the assembly, the principal told everyone to take care of their own health and those that coughed have to go up for a detailed check and if needed, be quarantined. LOL. That's the worst kinda situation to cough. But, holding your cough in is also not a solution. It becomes so ticklish that tears will start coming out of your eyes. Haha.. It's that bad man... LOL.

Ya, so, falling sick is not a good option no matter how desperate you want to fall sick. Therefore, everyone pls take care of your own body k? Especially with the recent weather.. Can die...!

Talking before thinking...

2008-07-29T11:50:00.000+08:00

This is an issue that everyone has. I guess.. N the worst thing is, we see other ppl having this issue and we will comment on it but when we have the same issue ourselves, we do not see it. I think this is what ppl mean by we needing others to pin-point our faults coz we can't see it on our own ba.. Haha...

I had this realization yesterday when I blurted out wrong stuffs. *feels guilty*
Actually there are several instances when I talk without thinking and say the wrong stuffs or when I can't express myself clearly and got myself misunderstood by others because they interpreted it in a different way.

So, really, always think before you speak. I understand how it feels like when you are with ppl that you can talk comfortably with and then you start saying the wrong things. Thing is, no matter how close the person is to u, you cannot say wrong things to make them unhappy. Even if they are your family members. That's life for u.

Now I'm in sch, early in the morning, trying to do work then the EDL trick me. KAOX! Now can't get anything done. Pui! Wanna smash some stuffs... But luckily, most of the work is over le. Juz left a bit of things here and there. Haix.. Gambatte!!

Counting down... 1 week, 5 days...

Chilling Sessions...

2008-07-28T23:48:00.001+08:00

Today we had another chilling session. I'm starting to really like these sessions coz it's really relaxing and we can juz chill, tok, relax, and do wadeva we want. It's really great.

It's also during these sessions that I realize many things and learn about a lot of things that I don't know. Haha...

Let's have more of it la k? Haha...

Finally, a checkpoint.

2008-07-27T03:36:00.003+08:00

Haix.. I finally can rest a bit after one hell of a hectic semester la. YAY!!!

Yesterday finally finished Regional and WISP. Now left Doc pro and the tests that are coming up. Finally a breather...
After sch yesterday, I went with qam to see her dad. He looks more energetic le. Thank God. *prays* Then after that, we joined the guys and the lecturers at the soccer place. Although we reached too late then din see them play but we managed to 'celebrate' Jerry and Chiam's bdae. "Happy birthday to u, Happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u..... Happy birthday to u!!!!" Then we went for really really late dinner. In the end, I went to stay over at qam's hse for the night. The moment I reached her hse and touched the pillow, I KO-ed. Coz, really too tired le. I practically stayed up awake the previous night coz I drank condensed coffee and can't call asleep. N I really meant condensed coz I used 2 sachets, without sugar in a cup and then even though I finished my work at 5 plus am, I can't fall asleep until 7am. Then 8 plus woke up again for another long day. Haix... What to do? Life in FSV... LOL.

Woke up in the morning several times. Qamariah's alarm clock damn power. Haha.. Then finally, at 11am, woke up and left her hse. Reached home, bathe, eat, then left hse again at 3 plus to meet DPM's group members at 4 plus. Seriously, (dun mind I side-track a lil) DPM is a really fucked-up module. I would STRONGLY encourage ppl to not join it. Even the lecturer himself tell us to tell the next batch of people to join only if they have a creative mind. See wad I mean? If the lecturer is fucked-up, it's bad enough. But if the module is fucked-up as well, there's really nothing much I can say le... Ok, back to the main point, we got pretty much of the things done then we went for a VERY expensive dinner at makan sutra near esplanade. Really cheat money de. But, nvm. After that, I went down to paya lebar with qam to meet JJ and guys then we bough P. Ramlee films and had durian. Haha.. Yepz... After that, I met up with the girls to chill and then here I am blogging the events of the past 2 days. Haha... N I still dun feel tired.

Thing is, ever since that glass of macha latte at TCC, I became really sensitive to caffeine. A bit of it can keep me awake for hours. N yes, I drank tea during dinner. Haha.. It's a good thing la, actually. Now I noe what keeps me awake so I can stay awake when I need to le. :D

I really like these sessions of me chilling with the girls. So maybe we could have it more often? Haha.. Hols coming... LOL.

SOOOOOO looking forward to it. Haha Counting down... another 2 weeks? Hee... THE BEST!

To Start the Ball Rolling...

2008-07-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

Ok, here's the first happy post. :D

Updates!!!
I'm going to taipei in Oct. It's been confirmed le. Tickets are booked already. Yay!
Juz that I dun have enough money yet. I juz got fired.. But, no worries! Coz I got another job le. Haha.. Will be working at the Taka fair next month. Come visit me when you past by? Lol...
Yup, then maybe going somewhere with my poly mates as well... That's y need lots of money!!! Haix.. got any jobs recommend me k? As long as it's not F&B or MLM, anything I also willing to try. Haha... Muz be decent la. I dun wanna get cheated by some XYZ company ma. Haha.. But seriously, pls do contact me if there's any job recommendations k?

Thx! :D

Over le ba...

2008-07-21T14:22:00.002+08:00

Haha... i'm actually feeling better le leh! Guess it's juz a week of emo-ness and emo-ing ba. Also dunno y I kick up such a fuss lo. Haha...

Now that i think back, I also dunno y I like him leh. Maybe it's just the feeling ba. I guess I'm craving for that particular feeling. Especially when sis is not around.

Yesterday when I was talkin to mum abt sis, my eyes filled up with tears leh... Guess I really missed her and her no replies are really worrying us lo. Me, mum, and dad.
Sis: If you are reading this, pls really squeeze out some time to call hor.. Anytime also can. We juz wanna hear from you la.

So, so... in conclusion, I think I'm over him le. Juz like how easily I got over my past crushes.. What the hell was I thinkin man?!!
I woke up le. Thanks for all the care and concern gals. I really appreciate it. From now on. This blog will not welcome all those emo posts le. It will be a happy happy blog. :D

Understanding things...

2008-07-20T22:43:00.003+08:00

Suddenly feeling so emo. Like got a lot of things to do and think that I dun seem to have time to think of anything else. But that anything else is forming a rock inside me. It gets heavier and heavier and then I dunno how le. Maybe it shld get really heavy and fall right through me. I guess that could be a good thing. Juz that there will be this pain that I dunno takes how long to heal... Maybe everything will be better after this 3 weeks? I noe why ppl withdraw from the course le.. It really gets too much to handle...

The more I think about it, the more I think I shld give up. Then I'll lose my joy le... Haix... but everytime I keep telling myself to stop thinkin, I can't. It's like.. "Ok, Hui Min, it's enough. Stop it le." But I will still think all the time. Y keep misleading me?!!!! Stop it le can!!!
Then happily at my vulnerable times, tobacco chose to invade into my life... I dun wanna get addicted leh... But it's really good de-stressing method... Now I noe why ppl are addicted to it le.

I hate it when I already have so many things in my head then some childish idiot come whine to me. Super annoyed! What the hell am I thinking about?!! Argh!!!!

I miss my sis!!! Where are you?!!! You are not calling/emailing/msn-ing. You are not communicating with me le!
I'm very worried about you leh! Where are you? What are you doing?
:'(

Clack....

2008-07-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

If my heart is a crystal, I could feel it cracking away...

I regretted asking him to go last night lo! Isn't it the same as open rejection? I'm saded...
Stupid JJ la! Tell him dun do this kinda pattern le... Keep saying wanna help me but it's more like cracking my heart deeper rite? Really shldn't have told him de...

I FEEL SO SAD!
N it's really easier to get drunk when you are, tired, depressed, emo, din eat.
It happens that I possessed all of those then so I got tipsy on a bottle of green tea whiskey that tastes like shit.
Wad a day...

Looking forward to telecine tomorrow! Hope it could lift my spirits up a lil! Haix....
(I juz realized this new blog id only huimin n peili noes.. Haha.. Din tell the rest so I can post emo posts.. LOL)

Happy happy!

2008-07-14T01:27:00.003+08:00

Haha.. today very happy. Went with a inner thoughts talk with him and fren then we sort of found out more abt each other. Which is a good thing. LOL. This is the first time I chatted so much with a guy, or guys. It was fun in a way la. Kinda found out things and how guys think.

I got a bit high though. Haha.. Towards the end feel quite lightheaded. But now ok le. Safe & sound at home. Haha...

Today end AFP project 2's shoot le! Another thing to be happy abt. Which means, we are nearing the end of the sem le. Haha.. Now left Regional's term paper, doc pro, and IBP le ba.

Shall take a step at a time.. But really very happy!!! Haha.... Whee...!!!!

Eyes are swollen... Tired le... I go sleep liao. Nite!!!

I need to get out of here...

2008-07-13T00:00:00.001+08:00

Another day and it marks the end of narrative productions in Yr 3, Sem 1.
It's been a very tiring period. I guess when this ends, it's time to focus on Regional's term paper le ba.

So looking forward to the holidays! Yes, I'm getting out of Singapore and my life here for a period. Shall get some really good rest man. First to Cameron then to Taipei!
Very annoyed when people like to talk only and not do things. Super annoyed. If you can waste so much energy to talk, y not put the energy to good use and work on the things instead of using eye power and saliva? Pui! Super DL...

Today I came home and got a scare. Coz super tired la. Damn suay, I overslept on the bus and passed 4 stops so walked back in slippers. Damn pain. Then i was with my headphones walking up the stairs when I saw 2 aunties pointing and talking agitatedly. I tot they talking to me so I took off my headphones but they continued whispering which I can't hear so I looked down and move on. Very tired... Then suddenly I nearly bumped into the police thingy they use to cordon off the area. I din noe what happened so I walked around it to get past. As I entered the lift, I saw a police tent nearby.
Answer: someone appeared to have jumped off the building. Very sad to see that. It's the 3rd case since I moved here le. Quite scary...

Mixture of emotions... Help!!!

2008-07-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

I hate it when I feel this way. I actually dunno how exactly I'm feeling and what I should be thinking and doing. It's miserable and tiring...

It's amazing how one phone call made to talk rubbish can lead me to feeling this way. Haix... Who can help me???

My best friend juz told me today that she got attached LAST WEEK! Can you believe that? Haix.. But it made me feel better that I'm the first one to know la. Actually I should have suspected it le rite? But I didn't. Haix.. Maybe the lack of sleep and the busy weeks made me have very very slow reaction la... She said things that were suspicious le but I juz din catch it... I had bad experience with this kinda things la so I'm kinda afraid, scared and angry. But, I hope this time will not be like the last. But.. SUPER AWKWARD! Imagine when we go out together, I will feel damn weird lo... Haix.. Dunno if you guys will understand.
Very curious to know hu is this person rite? Nope, I'm not telling. Haha.. At least not yet la. LOL.

But, this gave me the motivation to look for bf also le. Haha... Even my sis is attached all the way in US la! *Saded..*
Is it known as desperation? I wonder... Maybe coz my "wife" abandoned me for someone else ba... Now, got one lesser person to talk inner stuffs to le.

Secret:
Actually recently I got a crush on this guy but I'm not sure of my own feelings so I dun wanna think too much into it. But, suddenly after tonight, I feel like I juz wanna pour everything out. I'm thinking what will happen if I try to confess to a guy for the first time. Haha.. I think the news SHOCKED me so hard that I have the urge to do stupid things. It's like getting drunk on a dozen glasses of tequila shots or something. I need a drinking session man!

Last 2 weeks? Hopefully...

2008-07-06T01:34:00.002+08:00

This is the last second weekend for production le...
At least for now, at least for this sem. Then will come IBP and maybe some tiny small outside productions here and there before we all have to maje our choice for the future. Time really flies...

Productions this week has not been going very smoothly. Many problems, it fact. But, hope it's good enough to not fail me. Haix.. See how it goes lo... Pray!

Looking forward to afp shoot next week... Maybe? How will it be like? I wonder....

Feeling so tired now.. Shall get some rest.. *Yawns...*

**Super Random....**
HELP!!!!

A question for everyone that I can never answer when asked:
Is it LOVE? Or is it just another BIG crush???

Insomnia....???

2008-06-26T03:48:00.000+08:00

Ever had the feeling...

You are feeling super tired...

But you can't sleep...?

I'm feeling that right now...

It's 3.48am..

I need to wake up at 7am later...

Maybe 6am...

How....?

Wounds.. Bruises... Aches...

2008-06-25T12:18:00.000+08:00

Dunno what happened to me but I keep having bruises and injuries...
Maybe too clumsy le... Haha...
But since yesterday I've been having aches all over my body also.. Maybe I'm dying le.. Sometimes life gets so hard that you will think maybe it's better to just die. Haha.. But..

One advice I would give to those that wish to commit suicide successfully:
DO NOT THINK. If you wanna do it, juz do it. the more you think, the more you lose the courage then you will not be able to do it le. Haha... True rite?

BUT, I want to say that I'm definitely not thinkin of committing suicide k? Nope, I'm not.
I still wanna travel the world de. Everyone has dreams and hopes. Mine is to earn enough money to travel, then when money gets used up, I will earn more and travel more. :D

**Body still aching.. Ouch!!!**

COUNTING DOWN TO NAPFA TEST (Damn F**ked up!):
4 Days

Pix for zoo trip (14 June 2008)

2008-06-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

Thx to Qamariah, as usual, I can't live without her...
Haha...
Here's the pics! Enjoy!!!

http://s168.photobucket.com/albums/u174/FSV_/Zoo%20Trip/

Very Busy Day (EDITED)

2008-06-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

THE PREVIOUS POST, as you can see, IS NOT POSTED BY ME!!!!
It's posted by a VERY MATURE man known as "uncle" by us and "chiam" by many others.

Ya.. So, let's continue my ORIGINAL post.

Last sat, me and Qam went to the zoo and we spent almost more than half the day there.
It started with Qam coming to my hse to overnight on Friday. We wanted to do editing but... we were too tired so KO quite early. Haha... As usual, I KO-ed first la. Haha.. Then the next morning, we woke up and made breakfast. We went to cold storage to buy ingredients the previous night so I used the ingredients to make the breakfast.

After that, we went to Ang Mo Kio to pass chiam the camera, then we made our way to the zoo. SHOCKED! The bus queue damn long! Then dunno y some idiots dun wanna get up the bus then block the whole queue. I guess is coz the bus no more seats then they dun wanna stand. Damn annoying. Irritated. People nowadays...

Ya, so we spent the whole day at the zoo.. Lalalala.... yup, then we made our way back. Went back to Ang Mo Kio, grabbed food, chat, then met chiam again. Actually wanna get camera from him but changed our mind. Then we made our way to Kallang.

At Kallang, we took the free shuttle bus and reached the national stadium. Unfortunately, we wanted to go to the West entrance but we dropped off at the East. So we walked one big round and reached the West side. Entered the stadium and watched the match of Singapore VS Saudi Arabia.
It was a very disappointed match. 0 - 2. As usual, Singapore lost la. The worst is kena suan by the Saudi coach during the press conference. The worst!

After the match, we went to eat at Subway. Then starts my journey to go home alone. JJ and Qam went to the bus stop with me then I realize that the direction is wrong.
When I went to the opposite direction, there was an auntie already there. She looked very stern and quite scary, in fact. After a very long while, I was wondering what took the bus so long so I went to check the board. Then the auntie suddenly tok to me! I chua dio! But after talking to her a while, realize that she's quite a nice lady la. Like reached her old age le but still go work as dishwasher. Then she tried to tell her she working at Pasta Mania but I keep hearing Pasar Merah. Then I was like.. Where's that? But after very long, I realized la. Haha... Then we boarded the bus and continue toking then we realized actually we live in the same district! Haha... Singapore is too small la. Ya, so we toked and I got off the bus and that ends the day...

Look out for pics in the next post!

Very busy day..

2008-06-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

Today was a filled day. I waited for Qamariah in school for ages. i hate waiting for her.. She thinks that she's some queen and Im just a little peasant girl that has to succumb to her. Think I shouldnt have said that, and I dont think that is fair for her as well.. Think i just had a bad day that's all.. It's alright Qammie u are still my best friend. Hmmm I wonder what's wrong with me today. Maybe there's too much work and chauvinistic people in my school. Girls, a word of advise.. If you dont have testicles dont attempt FSV. I have a friend who keeps hitting me for fun, I have friends who talks about english colonial rule in singapore all the time, another who thinks singapore is too boring and dull and we need a war to make it more interesting. Then I have a long hair friend who hates adidas and adobe softwares. Weird people all around me. And when they all share a room they talk about soccer. I feel no place among these testosterone infested groupies. Luckily Qammie is beside me. I guess that's y i feel awful when even her treat me like a peasant girl. When can I be a princess or a butterfly? Maybe only in my dreams. Yes, only in my dreams. Lord, think I'll hit the sack now. Hopefully, that dream, where in it I'll flap my wings, I can stay there forever. Dreams and reality. The choice is often ironic.

Damn Craaaaazy!

2008-06-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

Sis's been gone for more than half a week le.. Time really flies.. Feel so weird without her around. Haha...

I still haven get my phone even though I paid and bought it le. Sad... The stock juz arrived yesterday but I din have time to go collect it. F***!!!! Stupid shop la. The opening hours super stupid. 11am to 9pm. Pls..? I 11am in sch liao, 9pm still in sch. How to collect? Impossible la... No choice, got to get mum to collect it for me le. If not, no phone to use... My current phone starting to die on me le. Dunno y these few days then start acting up. Suddenly yesterday no display image. Then today the ringtone went off-tune. Then now, juz, suddenly cannot even see anything. Restart also cannot start up. Panick! But I lucky do a bit of stunt then now can see le. Heng ar! But really, desperately need the new phone man..

Haix... Sch's super crazy these days. Things just keep coming one after another. This 2 weeks holiday also dun feel like holiday. Guess this is the price we pay for not having exams ba.. Which one do u prefer? Exams or no break? Quite crazy la..
AFP having some problems now.. Many problems actually.. Haix.. so many things to tok abt.. Another time then say la..

kk, i need to go bathe le. Juz reached home... See? What kind of life is this? Damn!

Missing you....

2008-06-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

You haven't even reach and I'm missing you le leh!!!

Muz keep me updated k? Take more photos!!!

Ugliness in Mankind...

2008-06-02T11:51:00.000+08:00

What has caused mankind to evolve to become so ugly? And by saying ugly, I mean the inner heart and not the outer appearance at all.

Juz a few weeks ago, I attended this supposedly art event organized by the Singapore Arts Festival committee. It was a performance on the water along boat quay. I was really disappointed by what I saw. To me, one of the word I can link with Art is "civilisation". But during then, I only saw the crudeness and ugliness of mankind. Yes, it was a free performance. Not only was the place crowded like crazy, people was pushing others when they want to move. This was really dangerous because there are old people and kids standing along the steps. If someone lost his/her footing when they get pushed, everyone will start falling like dominoes! Imagine the number of injured parties?! Also, I could not stand the way they muttered stupid comments as they watched the performance. It's like openly saying "I don't know how to appreciate art"! It's really ridiculous. In the end, I couldn't even watch the show properly. Now I understand why arts performances are usually held in theaters and the prices are usually pretty steep. I guess it is to control and preserve the standards. After this experience, I feel sorry but I dare-say that we need lots of work and more effective ways to become an art hub.

Even in cases of disasters, like the earthquake in Sichuan, people can still show their ugliness by taking the money the rest of the world took time to effort to come up with and keep it in their own pockets! What kind of human are these? I can't believe that I'm actually the same kind of creatures as these bastards!

Last but not least, regarding the issue of general citizens abusing bus drivers. Trust me, they deserve it. My own friend had this experience. She is currently studying in polytechnic so she has a polytechnic ez-link card. For some reasons, she did not remove her secondary sch's ez-link card from her wallet. So there was this one time, when she attempted to tap her card, she accidentally tapped the wrong one and the bus driver found out. Then he want to confiscate her card. What kind of ridiculous thing is this? I think he was just abusing his authority, seriously! The card can no longer be of use and it will not hurt if he return it to her normally but he juz confiscated it! I mean, it is stated that they are allowed to confiscate. But that is if you are using someone else's card, isn't it? That card was my fren's with her face on it. Nothing wrong rite? So, I really think the bus drivers deserves it. Before you try to start a campaign or put up any notices, go and educate your bus drivers first alright? Don't make the victims seem like the accused and like the accused get off scot-free.

Singapore, Art Hub???

2008-05-26T12:27:00.002+08:00

So much for trying to make Singapore an "Art Hub"!

Last Sat night, I went to attend a supposedly artistic, civilized event. However, I was very disappointed by the result.
As we all know, Singapore has been trying very hard to make Singapore an Art Hub, However, is that possible? I say NOT...

I'm not sure how you think but Art, to me, is somehow linked with people that has style, people who are somehow more civilized. But, it seems not to me. Singapore's art scene may need more effort than what they are doing now.

During the course of the entire event that day, there were like stupid comments made, murmuring, as well as some idiots pushing. My dad got really mad and scolded the guy. LOL. But that guy was really rude. We were standing on the steps and he tried to push his way through. It's really dangerous because you never know when someone will fall from the impact and a domino effect will take place. Come on la, there were old people and kids there! Imagine the injuries that he, one person, is going to cause.

In the end, we did not have a good time so we decided to leave. I so wanted to watch the entire performance but it was ruined by the audience. What a waste.

This reminds me of something. When Singaporeans openly say that China people are rude, uncivilized, spoils image, did they look at it from another point? Like looking at themselves??? I tot Singapore compared to China is maybe A LITTLE better only. We should do more self-reflection. Seriously...

Come to think of it, I feel that my secondary school is a lil like the mini Singapore. I have my reasons for saying that.. Haha..

Desperate for Casts (Talents) for Film Shoot...

2008-05-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl,
This is an appeal to all of you out there!

We are (desperately) looking for talents to act in a film shoot that we are having this coming weekend (17th - 18th May).
Therefore, we are trying to get through to you people out there who enjoys acting and are able to come down this weekend.

For those who are not sure what's happening, We are students from Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Film, Sound and Video (FSV) diploma course. Currently, we are undergoing a film project but we still need a few more talents before we could make this film a success. We will greatly appreciate your help.

The criteria are as follows:
1) 1 x female in her 30s to act as a mother of a kid and the daughter of an older lady
2) 2 x female in their mid 40s to early 50s to act neighbours of the family

We really hope that we could get you to be in our team!

For interested parties or any enquiries,
please contact HUI MIN @ 90125072

Thank You!!!

P.S: For those who do not meet the above criteria but still enjoys acting very much and wants to play a part in making a production a huge success, there will be another such casting session coming up soon. So, visit this blog when you can. :D

Sch Reopened...

2008-04-17T00:10:00.002+08:00

So sad.. Sch reopen le.
It's been less than a week but my work is already piled up so high, I can't see what's in front of me le!

Regional Cinema is a killer this term. I bet it'll be another "C" module le. Haix...
Others are damn crazy too.. Like media law, etc.. yes, I AM studying a bit of law now. Haha.. Juz for production issues la.

Anyway, let's pray for a good sem ahead. Ciaos! Till later...

I must be crazy...

2008-04-13T06:53:00.000+08:00

It's 7 am now. I just finished watching yet another drama.
Everyone thinks I got no life watching dramas through the night but I think it's my favourite leisure! Haha...

Seriously, till this day, I regretted not taking part in this competition many years ago. That competition is similar to that kind of 'stick you hand on the car for as long as u can kind of competition. Except that instead of standing there with ur hand on the car, you watch TVB dramas instead! Sounds fun rite? Haha.. I think I will win. LOL. But maybe not if they decide to show those boring till can die dramas ba. Haha... Money never comes along that easy la... Too bad no more such competitions le... Wad a pity that I have to be abroad then... Haix...

Anyway, shall continue tmr... Sleepin le. Nite!!!

I think I wanna do drama productions in future... But not in Singapore! LOL.

Off they go!

2008-04-02T02:23:00.000+08:00

I just came back from sending the girls and jj, jerry, etc off to China, Beijing. Hope they have fun there... :D

To think that last year around this time, I am in Sabah enjoying myself. Quite not willing to come back.. Haha...
But, my family has too strong an attraction to keep me there. LOL.

Come to think about it.. So many things happened in so short a period of time.
2 years ago, I do not even dare think about poly life.. Afraid that it's gonna be really scary and I won;t be able to fit in. Today, I know so many good frens and seem to be living quite well. Well, at least I'm surviving... Haha... It's really fun so far and I hope it continues... :D

Ok, back to present. This is my last week of work at IFA. I think I'm kind of lucky when it comes to jobs because I seem to meet really nice ppl. (at least up till now...) Whether or not the job itself is enjoyable. Which just compensates everything and makes life easier. Haha... I think I'll feel sad ba.. After all, it's been more than a month. The people there are really nice and friendly but I still have the feeling like I can't blend in. LOL. Guess it's natural ba... Haha... Let's hope for more internship chances in future... :D

**Yawns...!** I'm feeling so tired but my hair's so wet... Wanna Sleeeep...
NIte!!!!

Lousy Blogger...

2008-03-20T03:00:00.000+08:00

I think I am a really lousy blogger. The posts I post has all the dates jumbled up. Like for example, I can post a post today and the next day, I would be posting a post for something several days ago. So, everything is jumbled up. Haha...

I kinda shock how those people can enthusiastically post everyday without fail. They are the hardcore bloggers, I guess. Haha...
Just the other day, I saw this person's blog and I was shocked how a attached guy is able to blog like that! Guess I really need to broaden my views le. Haha...

I think my blog sort of reflects my personality.. A "see one day, live one day" attitude. I just dun have the habit to blog everyday la. Haha...

Now, I am back to doing logging... It seems like if I wanna take part in any productions, I'll have to open my mouth and ask... Hmm... I just dun dare leh.. haha... see how it goes ba...

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-<- ---> Does this look like a man's face in any way? Haha...
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Rashes.. YUCK!

2008-03-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

I've gotten these rashes since yesterday morning. It all started with the itchiness the night before. Then the next morning, I got these rashes... It doesn't itch anymore but it hurts... Argh..!

Ok, I finally watched Leap years! Haha... It's good and all but some of the things just kinda don;t make sense la. I feel it's a bit of trying to make all the things that people says come true. For example, things like "you'll end up with ur nemesis"... But I really like all the very sweet and meaningful phrases and also the narration. They were great! Haha... So all in all, I kinda like the movie. :D I think it's pretty good for a local movie. :D

Something creeps me. The night before yesterday, a foreigner (south indian, if I din remember wrongly...) suddenly came up to me and asked for directions. I told him and then he started to chat with me. I think he was nice and I did not feel polite to just walk off so I tried to be a nice Singaporean and stayed to chat with him. Who knows, we stood there and chatted for quite long. Somehow, in between the conversation, we exchanged emails and he said he'll msn me. I was still ok until he asked me to join him for a cup of tea and wished to continue the conversation. In fact, I was pretty freaked out but I said I had to go.
I dunno why but until now, I haven really signed in to msn yet... I think I'm kinda scared ba. I'm not afraid of making a friend. But I guess I'm afraid of having lunch with him or meeting him. Perhaps...

I'm starting to have nothing to do in the company le... I feel bad about playing games in the office but there's nothing else for me to do. What should I do that is appropriate???

Work, work, work....

2008-03-15T01:49:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 weeks, half a month, since I started work at IFA (InFocus Asia). The environment there is good and all. The people are very nice and friendly. But, people tend to be busy and then they won't have to time to be bothered about u. But, it's good that they try to help la. However, one thing I dun really like about them is that their productions are usually overseas. So the work in the office is mainly pre and post pro. But, I'm still going to make full use of the time I have there and learn as much as I can. Fully experience the professional working environment.

There are some really scary people in here though... Everyone's telling me that they are really nice but I just feel so difficult to even try to communicate with them. So I did not. On the outside, it just appears that I am rude lo...

Anyway, everything's going on well... I shall continue and see what the end of 6 weeks turn out to be like. :D

Pictures! :

Entrance, can't see shit with the lousy camera... -.-'''

View from the office...

View of the film cameras from my temporary seat in the office

A pantry/lounge with a coffee machine. No one uses the pantry though there was once someone played Xbox in there. Haha...

WS of the film cameras displayed in the office.

Leap Year --- Once in 4 years!

2008-03-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

Has everyone watched The Leap Years yet? I have not. But heard that it's good. If you are looking for a more melancholy kind of film, u shld try this one. :D

Just answering some issues.... (private!)

The structure of many love stories since a long time ago. A character likes another. Then he/she tries to seek out that person's positives only to discover many negatives instead. Maybe things are not that way? Maybe you are supposed to ignore what you see and let your heart be the eyes? Or is it you yourself who is being too demanding?

Is it true that females feel better in any situations, especially tough ones, when they have a bf?
Well, I think it really depends... If you have an understanding bf who could listen to you and probably give you good advice, it could be good. But someone who can't be bothered to listen to you or even push you further into the dark... - forget it!

i pkep lteilgn yslfme otn ot og tnoi nteaotr lhrtnsieoaip I ma ont etnsedstire ni utb ym aefr fo ton ianvhg nhatore cnecah si eltntgi em eeswslie...

Happy CNY 08!

2008-02-22T10:32:00.000+08:00

OK, haven been posting up a decent post for quite some time... Shall start it with Chinese New Year! This yr, cny was more fun than the past few years. Because, we get to GO OUT. Why did I say that? Well, every year, I spend my cny in a tiny little kampong. Therefore, we only go relatives hse or relatives come our hse. But this yr, we managed to get hold of a car and thus we are able to travel to places further away.

For the first day of New Year, we went to a private zoo. When I say private, it's really private. Like no government control whatsoever de. Fully managed by a private organization. However, it is private but I won't say it's small... Well, perhaps simply coz the government zoo is what's known as the animal home for the aged. Heard that the animals in there are all dying le. LOL.

Shall explain more with graphics... :

This is something know as "si bu xiang" in chinese. Basically, the name came from it's appearance. Because it's different features resembles 4 different animals, it has that name. Meaning dun look like either of the 4. Something like that...

This is just a normal deer but I really liked it coz of it's anters. It's really pretty isn't it? N they sped around damn fast! Haha...

This is like a half cat and half something. I got scared by it quite a number of times because it threatens people by crouching then suddenly jumping forward with it's teeth barred. Can be quite sudden la, pretty scary. LOL.

I was intrigued by this bull's horns. Dun you think they look really powerful? Haha...

I believe this is a jaguar. LOL. The eyes are really pretty!

Lol. Look at how this tiger sleeps. There are ALOT of tigers in this zoo. I think at least 20. Malaysia probably is one of the countries with zoos that has the largest collection of tigers ba... Except Africa, perhaps?

The tigers all looks quite majestic. We witnessed this incident where a family threw something at a tiger to disturb it then the tiger actually jumped about 2 to 3 storeys' high and tried to reach them! Because the enclosure is like about 2 to 3 storeys' height of wall then followed by another equally tall fence on top of it. The tiger actually reached the top of the wall and reached out of the fence! But he did not suistain and went back down afer that. Those people are so annoying! Why do such a terrible thing to a poor creature that already been locked up?

These turtles are actually quite big in size. One is about as long as a human body from the neck to the thigh. N wider of coz... "D

There are a lot of pythons too! Many, like almost 50 perhaps. A lot are like living together. Just like the mini version of the nest of snakes we see in Anaconda!

This is the only male lion in the zoo. Guess they have more tigers in malaysia? Anyway, there's only one male and one female. N they seem really old already. Like not moving and all... Quite sad la..

Little horsie.. the horses are really pretty creatures but it is really sad when they get neglected... :(

Haha! The first moment I saw these chickens, I was like... LOL! They are so freaking cute! Haha...

This is the sunset I saw on the way home.. Very pretty right?! Haha... But beautiful things are not meant to last la... Tt's one of the sad things in life.

Another emo sentence to end off for the day:
A school is best depicted in the night... NO LIFE.

Criticism

2008-02-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

I think this is some real old news but I just felt like talking about it...

Taiwanese critisicing Singaporean English. Maybe watching the vid can make you understand more?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hl6y2uuoYjU

Do you agree with them?

I'm seriously not trying to be patroitic or wad but like wad cecilia said, you will be angry even if you are not patroitic to your county! It's like some sort of a personal attack! Seriously, who actually in Singapore speaks english like the way they said?

I just feel really sad for people like them who knows very little about other countries. Take for example, many people still thinks that Singapore is part of Malaysia. Or even worse, China!
Please! I suggest everyone: If you dun noe, then say less. If you wanna say, then go find out more!

What's most saddening is that these words are coming out from the mouths of celebrities and professionals. The ones who are expected to know more than us normal people and also to watch what they say. I was just really shocked when I saw the vid. It's, to a point, sickening.
I used to respect people who lives in a non-english-speaking environment and is able to speak fluent english. But if that means that they are going to be all arrogant and start criticizing people, I think they dun deserve my respect.

Arghh!!!

2008-02-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

Damn pissed damn pissed damn pissed!!!!

Reasons y I HATE to take the bus:
1. Bus driver sucks!
2. Inconsiderate people!
3. Expensive transport fee
4. Take too long to wait for
5. No midnight buses

1. Bus driver really sucks! I can only say that they deserve the abuse and they really DO NOT deserve a campaign to stop people from abusing them. In the first place, who would hit another person for nothing? Of coz there's a reason to hit people rite? Tsk!
Like the other day, my friend accidentaly tapped her secondary ez-link card instead of her poly one that she was supposed to tap. Then the bus driver demanded for her to hand over that secondary card. What for? She can't use it anymore le rite? So of coz she din wanna hand it over but he took it from her and put it into his pocket. Like.. Wth?! What can he or she so anything with that expired card? Plain ridiculous k?

2. Inconsiderate people's the worst! Especially when Singapore keeps encouraging people to take public transport. How can people agree with that if it is not at all convenient to take public transport? This is the reason for this post.
I was on 16 from PS on my way home. There's this 4 woman that was standing in the middle of the bus, somewhere near the door. No idea y, they refused to move in. It was still ok when I boarded. Not so crowded yet. But I noe that today's wed and definitely there will be a lot of people boarding at orchard to go to zouk. When we reached that station, I asked nicely if those 4 could move in. I asked in ENGLISH. They gave me a "huh? wad u tokin?" face. Then they spoke some chinese on their own, totally ignoring me. NVM. Then when I moved past them and got into a seat, I heard them toking and guess what? THEY ARE SPEAKING ENGLISH! Like...What The Hell?!!! Ok, I dun mean to ostracize, but to add on, they are CHINA woman. Apparently, they are going to zouk and they maybe afraid cannot get off bus or what shit la. Now, who's to say that Singaporeans are the KAISU ones?

3. Wad gives them the right to keep increasing the transport prices? Trying to bully us poor people huh? It's encouraging ppl to buy more cars instead of buy lesser cars. Can't they get it?

4. Dun understand how can a bus's frequency be so low? N the timing also not accurate de. N the whole idea of the iris is just to cheat more money rite? Ridiculous!

5. Last of all, y so little midnight buses? Isn't it obvious that there's still a lot of people out there at night? Y no buses? Again, some cheating scheme?

Happy New Year!

2008-01-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

This yr, no countdown, no screaming, no walking home after countdown. It was great! Lol. Ok, Maybe I feel like someone unusual la...

I spent the first minute of 2008 at home. Comfortable, peaceful, and relaxed. How nice...

On the eve, I was working with kelly. After that, we decided to give ourselves a break and hang around a lil so we went to Central. Coz haven been there before and thought of goin there for dinner. We were walkin around a lot then finally decided on pepper lunch for dinner. I intro her chicken steak. Glad that she enjoyed it. :D

She wanted to go second round at the shop that sells fried Mars Bars (I suddenly can't recall the name). But it was closed le. Haha... Anyway, we saw more n more ppl coming to countdown at Clarke Quay le so we decided to say our goodbyes and leave the place. Suddenly feel so lonely and weird on the way home. This yr also din receive much sms-es on new year's day... Kinda sad... Haha... But, curse the network, I can't even call out at 2am!

New Year's Day:
Today, met up with Pz and pantu for lunch and stuff. Pantu was the one who keeps saying wanna go out but she turned up damn late! Annoyed...
We ate Carl's Jr (Yes, again...) then made our way to suntec to walk around...
We ended up at Toys R Us and shopped and fooled around... Haha...

Then we walked around some more and went to arcade! I failed at taiko... Haix.. That day failed a million times at drums mania standard stage! So depressing... But i will continue trying. Even though I am half-deaf and tune-deaf... :D
See my determination? Haha...
We also visited Create-A-Bear workshop. So cute lo! But quite ex.. Recently there's a couple that keeps coming to my workplace to laminate the birth certs of the bears they created. In 2 weeks, they came with about 7 certs.. It's either they are very romantic or they are too rich to have nothing else to spend on... Haha... But kinda envy la, in a sense. Maybe I'll go stuff one when I have the money. Haha...

After that, pantu left first. As true as her nick sounds, last one to reach and first one to leave la. Haix.. Give up on her le...
Me n pz went to raffles city, bought what we wanted and left for home. :D

N my New Year ended there...

A gathering...

2007-12-29T15:39:00.000+08:00

Today we met up with sec sch classmates... Location was: Vivocity

A lot of inside stories. N the 'interesting' question of the night seems to be: Got boyfriend?
Some said yes, some said no.

Me, Pz, and Siying met up earlier to chat first. Then Yinxi met up with us and we were doing a little shopping. Until we saw Valerie, Chenise, Bernice, and Denise. Everyone looks so different. Almost couldn't recognise le. They were drinking coffee in the Pacific Coffee House (or something like that, I think...) and we were told to join them but we think it's better to walk around on our own... We went around and then went to the designated meeting place. I did not feel very excited because I knew it will not be a true gathering. Nevertheless, I attended and tried to make the best out of it la. We waited for some time outside Candy Empire. People started turning up but not much of interesting stuffs... Then we were deciding on a place for dinner.

Fig and Olives was the destination. Food was ok, but not much gathering except taking pictures. Lotsa pics. Coz we all sat along a long table and can't really talk... After dinner, we went to the top deck to sit down and talk. Joanne started a updates for eveyone sort of stuff. Actually it's on relationships la. In the end, we only knew who have and who dun have a boyfriend, who got crushes, who just broke up, that sort of stuffs la. Boring. In conclusion.

Then pz, me, sy and yinxi left earlier to go off le. Yx went off first coz she got curfew then me, pz, n sy went back to daiso to get some stuffs. After that, we hand around a bit more before pz left to take bus then me n sy took train back home. I reached my stop first, said our byes and went home le. I had a very good night's sleep and that's the end of sec school's gathering 2007.

Pics:

**Me n pz said that we'll not attend it again next yr if there is going to be one. Sy said she'll not go too. I guess it's something not for us ba. I admit that I haven been close with my class in upper sec. Only hung around with that group of ppl only. :D

X'mas 2007!

2007-12-26T14:55:00.000+08:00

It's christmas 2007!

Christmas to me, is an everyday event. I dun feel excited nor do i specially celebrate this day. Because, it is not a day we celebrate. Haha...

But this yr, like the last, is different. It seems like ever since I met Joanna, Christmas has been different. Haha... last yr, we went to a clown nusical that her mother sponsored us to. This yr, we attended a party at her hse which her mum n her put in a lot of effort to come up with. It was really a fun day.

The day started off with pz askin me out. To orchard of all places, crowded like mad! Then at around 7 plus, I met up with cc n jy to buy presents for the gift exchange. We ended up at jo's hse around 8 plus, 9pm. Then we ate, went to play fireworks, and watched a dvd at her hse. One which I bought. Then coz it was too late already, so we spent the night there. The next morning, we had subway and mos burger for breakfast and I went home. A very different christmas. i guess I would probably be sleeping at home alone if there wasn't this party.

Big THANK YOU to Joanna n her mum! U gals rock!!!

Some pics:

Warning...

2007-12-16T18:26:00.000+08:00

THIS IS A WARNING.
DO NOT BUY ANY ELECTRONICAL PRODUCTS FROM THIS PLACE...

I personally had this bad experience.
I decided to buy this mp4 made in china from Sim Lim one day. So I went and find one that I feel would be good to use. Who knows I had a endless troubles coming my way after I paid and left with it.

Firstly, They did not give me a user's manual and thus, I was not sure how to use it. N the product was really not how I expected it to be... Very depressing.
Then I was given a year's warranty but I barely used it 3 months then the earphones jack had probelms. So I sent it to repair. When it was sent to repair, the lady was very rude and did not give me a receipt or anything to use to collect. She also did not take down my particulars or anything to let me or themselves identify which one is mine. So, I knew there would be probelms when I collect and indeed, there was.
Today I went to collect. I went to level 2. Then they referred me to level 4, after which I was told to go to level 5. At level 5, finally there was something for me to collect but wad the girl did was she took out all of the mp4s belonging to the model that I'm collecting and told me to identify which one's mine. I took a look at both and confirmed that none of that 2 was mine. Both were badly scratched and look in a bad shape. I told her that and I say I refuse to just take any one and go. Then she went to speak to her boss.
I was told to wait for her boss and her boss will settle the problem. Who knows, I waited for almost half an hour. Standing by the counter, blindly waiting. When I asked the girl what time her boss was coming, she said to me in a very rude way that if I dun have the patience to wait, I could go down to level 4 and find the boss myself. WTH seriously...
But I told her I'll wait instead because I noe that level 4 is very crowded.
So I waited and waited. My fren was like constantly trying to tok to me to make me relaxed but I juz felt more n more irritated as I waited.
Finally, the 'boss' came and he sighed damn loud as he walked towards us, giving us a very unhappy face. I wanna say: what kind of boss is this? No wonder most of his staff is so rude! I would like to add that at least his male staff is pretty polite, in a sense.
He asked me for my model and things like that. I am fully prepared to argue with him until he gives me a good answer but he just rudely took out an ugly, 'new' (he said it was new but I'm still suspecting it), another model,maybe cheaper than the one I originally have, mP4 and said that he is going to replace mine with that. I was not very happy and felt even worse when he said: "you should be glad, I'm giving u a BRAND new one. No complaints already rite?" To add on to all this, not that I wanna discriminate china people but everyone from this (I dun even noe if u call it a company) is from China.

Last of all, I dun wan anyone else to get this kinda treatment so pls spread the message.
I noe 3 counters that belongs to them. They are in Sim Lim Centre, #02-56, #04-55, #05-63. Pls avoid from buying at these counters. They also sell portable DVD players and other stuffs MIC(Made in China). I believe #04-55 is their main station. After this incident, I really lost confidence in China products and told myself never to buy China electronic products again.

A break...

2007-12-15T05:18:00.001+08:00

The best thing that could ever happen when you are studying is the break/holiday. Even though it is a holiday that's not considered as a holiday...

Yesterday after sch's the start of the break. After the pitch (which did not go as expected) we met up in Alumni to discuss whether or not to change the script. I din contribute much though coz was like drifting away... Anyways, we ended up staying there till very late... But me n jo decided to go my hse to settle some stuffs first then go to her house for the night.

N we did just that. :D
I stayed over at jo's hse.. Actually to do work but ended up slacking the night. This is wad is called procrastination. Got it? Haha... Bad, bad, bad... But i helped her with a bit of her church stuffs also la.. Spent most of the time sleeping though... Guess Gina's right.. I'm always sleeping at people's hse... Hee... But noe wad? I also sleep at my own hse if overnight leh... So not true 100%. Maybe 85%... :P
I LOVE her room lo! Super enjoy n relaxed inside. I would get a room like that if i can in the future but I've got issues with staying alone. So.... Enjoy the pis ba. 100% blur ar, dun mind...
Decors in her room:

After that, I woke up in the morning to realize that Jo whole night din sleep at all. AMAZING! She was trying to finish the camp stuff lo. I helped her a bit then we rushed down to my workplace to print out the things. After which is go another place to duplicate... Very very busy day but fun. :D
Felt like I caused a lot of trouble in the shop. Hee... Pls dun mind k?
Then some things happened n she left my shop. Maybe like we chase her out de.. NOT ON PURPOSE DE K? Coz lady boss in the shop, no choice... Pai seh...!

Anyway, I realized that me, michelle n kelly is going to close up today so I asked them if they wanna go out. So since Michelle is already going out with Mr Lim, we tagged along. We reached the place very early so keep walking around... Then we finally couldn't take the hunger n went to eat Carl's Jr. Damn nice.
After that, we went kBox n sang like mad! So long din relax n enjoy like that le... Damn good...! :D
Then I was driven home n that's the end of a fun day. (I purposely left out the unhappy small events that took place during work coz dun wanna ruin this post. :D)

Joanna got buy me something leh... Show u the pic another time k? :D

I want my mp4!!! China Products sucks! Never ever buy from them le... NO more chances!!!

Busy...

2007-12-10T10:10:00.000+08:00

Life recently has been so lifeless that single words could be used to describe it.

Sad
Dissapointed
Happy
Busy
Stressed
Angry

Well, all feelings come in one word, dont they?

Let's hope all these go away. I want:

Relax
Cheerful
Positive

feelings like these... Possible?

One year...

2007-11-22T01:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes time flies, sometimes it crawls. I believe it is what you are doing and the way u see it that determines its length everyday ba?
For example, the more u dun wish to stay in that time frame, the slower u think the clock is ticking... BUT for someone's bdae, it's different. Before ur bdae reaches, u tink time's passing slowly. When ur bdae has reached until when it passes, u'll feel that time flies. Tt's how human n life is, I guess... Haha.. Comical huh?

This yr's bdae was a good n bad bdae. Depends on how I see it. For one thing, it is good coz I received the wishes from many people. Bad coz I have to work and miss the fun. However, I shall not blame it on the work coz it's something I got to do. Esp so when I'm out in the society. So, get used to it ba! :D

The day started off with me meeting up with my non-fic grp ppl. They bought a cake for me as bdae present.

After that, the day went on as usual. Classes, Shoots, etc... Got irritated a bit here n there. All the way till at night. We were still shooting then the gals wanna say bye to me. I felt kinda uncomfortable that they surprised me halfway through the shoot but was really happy lo. Like can really feel their sincerity le... Thx lots gals! N also thx to jerry n caleb. Thank u... I really appreciate it la. But felt kinda awkward coz dunno whether to continue the shoot or to like have fun with them kinda thing.. But it was really very sweet n nice of them.
Big Thank you! N I Lubb u gals too!!! :D

Photos from shoot:

Photos of presents:

OH, another thing, I took a bus home and I was on this very interesting bus. The exterior looks like a normal bus but the interior looks like BIlly Bombers with chairs lined on the side and no tables. Very nice! I strongly encourage more of these kinda movies... :D
This is one shot of it.

Caleb's Bdae...

2007-11-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

Today's Caleb's Bdae! The day went on as usual... In fact, more usual than any normal day. Haha...

Then suddenly Gina came to us with plans and all and the day then really started. LOL. At abt 5 plus, 6pm, Joanna n Jiayun went out to prepare Caleb's surprise. Then Gina, Xq, Cecilia n Caleb went for the IAP briefing. Me n Jerry waited for them all to carry out the plan. After what seemed like an eternity, Jo n Jy finally came back with the present and cake then we surprised him, sang him songs n such.
We then cut the cake and went to have dinner. The cake was damn nice!!! Haha...

Then it was dinner. We decided to go Bukit Timah food centre to eat "Zi Cha". LOL. Joanna was like: wad's tt? Haha... In chinese, it's called "Zhu Chao". Mean cook n fry literally. Actually it's probably coz they fry n cook many kinds of different food tt's y it's called that ba. Anyway, we had fabulous dinner and it's cheap. Haha...

Wonderful day! Except that it rained... Rain can be my facourite weather at times and not my favourite weather at times...

Wonder if u realized? My Bdae's on the 21st...

Touched...

2007-11-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

Today very sweet lo! Haha... Feel kinda touched. It was a long day.. Had IS in the morning then actually got work. Coz I feel very tired and also had to finish up work so called to say I not goin work. At first was ok de. Then suddenly I received an sms to say that I have to go work no matter wad time. In the end, had no choice but to go lo. Haha...

In the end, I went there n there were presents waiting for me! hee... Here's the photos:

Oh, N it's also the last day of IS le... Good n Bad. But mostly good coz it was quite time consuming.. One thing off the mind! Hee... :D
Photos...:

Last day of shoot

2007-11-19T15:26:00.000+08:00

Whew, today's finally the last day of shoot. Happy! Haha... It was fun working with ppl I hadn't worked with before, but stressful as well...
This project, I worked with Jonathan, Shawn, Pavandeep, and Roger. I am the Director. Imagine the stress? Haha.. But most of them were very nice la, juz that I am not firm and confident enough, tt's all... Shall work harder ba...

It was a production full of obstacles. Haha...
Pictures during Location recce:

First, we had problems collecting equipments. Coz of the IBP groups, and many other reasons, out equipments got delayed and thus, blocking got delayed. Fortunately, we managed to suddenly had ideas and the feel during our shoot day - Saturday - n it was a success from there. :D However, we still haven review the footages la, so dun noe how it will turn out. However, I'm really praying for the best!
Also, we juz can't find a male talent even after going to like 10 person. In the end, we asked Dexian and he kindly did the favour for us. It was really great help! Thx...
The funniest thing is, on friday night, only after the blocking, (and it was not even entirely successful) we went to 'celebrate' le. LOL. We went to eat botak jones. Haha.. Wonderful rite? But it was indeed a great meal la...

Second Day, Female talent suddenly fell sick. I asked many ppl and even got scolding for doing so. In the end, Joanna agreed to help. Thank god! We are saved. Shoot goes on ok except for a few minor problems here n there (sometimes caused by our own crew...) In the end, everything turned out fine. Juz that we took all of Joanna's shots and dexian's shots that's gg to be taken tmr, Joanna can't turn up.

WEAPONS...

Killing Intention?

Changing

Still Changing...

ANother Killer?

Last day, had IS meeting in the morning then rushed down to the location (Pavandeep's hse) to start shoot. Everyone else was later than me! Nvm... We continued the shoot with Jonathan feeding lines to Dexian in Joanna's place. Sound was a big prob coz it's sunday... Then it was ok until someone corrected my judgement in a rude way... But on the whole, it was a damn good production!
After that, I again rushed down to vivo to meet dad, mum, sis, n bro for dinner. We ate at Secret Recipe! I strongly recommend the Chicken Cordon Bleu from there. However, u can try the Lamb Stew as well. the cakes are great. At least the Banana Chocolate! Marvellous! Haha..

Technical ppl... Tsk!

2007-11-16T09:41:00.000+08:00

Technical ppl really sux noe?
I mean ppl like Librarians, cleaners, those small ppl working in a big organization.

Esp, Technicians in a film cage! Super attitude leh. Tt's not the worst.
the worst is when they actually don't know anything but pretend that they do. Really like shit lo. Yes, I mean like the shit that u step on when u are suay. Juz like how I felt this morning, that I stepped on dog shit!

It's total crap!!! I came here early in the morning then got these 3rd yr IBP ppl collecting equipments. We din say we wanna go first noe? We only said that we wanna get our equipments ma. Then he juz shouted at us.
Say wad: "I have no time to handle u, outside got 3 groups waiting noe? Go go!" Something like that. Where got ppl lidat de? Worse is, lecturers dun approve wad we already booked coz they can't see it. WAD KINDA CRAP SYSTEM?! Trying to be very hi-tech but in the end, everything like shit.

ARGH!!!! I'm damn pisseed now!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Jiayun's Bdae...

2007-11-15T00:04:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Bdae to Jiayun!!!

Yay yay... Happy day. :D
Today we celebrated Jiayun's bdae for her. Since yesterday we've been planning to surprise her n stuff. Fortunately, we succeded. Haha...

We had class from early morning. Then class got cancelled and I became like damn free. Then dunno y like a lot of ppl din come sch. Initial plan was, Caleb, Jy, n CC go hang around in sch until it is time to meet out somewhere for the surprise. Then some of us suppose to go buy Jiayun's present. In the end, Joanna n cc din come sch so became me, jy, n caleb hang around in sch n the rest go buy the present. We really slacked like mad in sch until it was finally time to go. We went to holland v n entered breko for dinner. Finally, me n caleb sighed a sigh of relief when cc, joanna, gina, jerry, lam, and soh hwee finally appeared. They were carrying a cake and all of us sang happy bdae to jy. She was SO shocked. Haha... Success! Lol.
Then we started giving her presents and the expression on her face was absolutely classic when they presented the guitar to her. Haha... But if it were me, I would like have tears running down my cheeks le. Haha... So touching!

The best thing is when another 2 cakes appeared and it was actually for me n caleb! Really din think of it eh. Haha... But they say like juz nice the november babies all together so they tot to surprise me n caleb also. Haha... Thank you! It really surprised me. :D

Anyway, it was a really fun day and thx lots! :D

Pictures!: